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  • Arch0wl
    Banned
    FFR Simfile Author
    • Dec 2002
    • 6344

    #1

    o.o

    Taken from the main page

    Some of you may or may not know an FFR player by the name of "Monoc". He was an avid FFR fan that played the game over 1000 times and ranked #412 out of 283,000. He had apparently been battling depression for a long time and a family member contacted me today and informed me that he took his own life on April 21st. I just wanted to leave a news story to remember him by and pay a little respect for such a great fan of the game.

    Best wishes and prayers go out to his family. We are very sorry for your loss. If there is anything I can do to help, don't hesitate to ask.

    Regards,

    Synthlight
    oh my god...
  • Kilgamayan
    Super Scooter Happy
    FFR Simfile Author
    • Feb 2003
    • 6583

    #2
    ...

    Wow.
    I watched clouds awobbly from the floor o' that kayak. Souls cross ages like clouds cross skies, an' tho' a cloud's shape nor hue nor size don't stay the same, it's still a cloud an' so is a soul. Who can say where the cloud's blowed from or who the soul'll be 'morrow? Only Sonmi the east an' the west an' the compass an' the atlas, yay, only the atlas o' clouds.

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    • Moogy
      嗚呼
      FFR Simfile Author
      • Aug 2003
      • 10303

      #3
      Wow...

      That's truly sad...
      Plz visit my blog

      ^^^ vintage signature from like 2006 preserved

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      • lightdarkness
        Summer!!
        • Jul 2003
        • 11308

        #4
        It's so sad.

        So many emotions are running though my head, and i dont even know the person very well.

        Man, it really makes you think.

        RIP Monoc.

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        • fusi0n
          FFR Player
          • Nov 2003
          • 2158

          #5
          were you a friend of his or something synth? is that how they came about contacting you?

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          • Lupin_the_3rd
            FFR Player
            • Oct 2003
            • 2665

            #6
            what's even scarier:

            In the Haiku thread (written on the eve of his suicide)

            Originally posted by Monoc
            I like suicide
            A gun to the head is quick
            Bang and then silence
            socio power complexes thread:

            Originally posted by Monoc
            You can still shout out your opponents on the internet by being overbearing, overtly critical, and YELLING at people. A lot of people, even through the anonimity of the internet, still feel a minor twang of rejection if someone swats them aside and says STFU #$#%, especially if it is from an established member of a community to one who is trying to join. I really don't think that that is much of an issue in this particular debate because everyone is already established and obviously don't give a $*%# about what other people think of them, but you have to understand that some people take the internet more seriously than they probably should
            Subliminal messages can be scary.

            Lesson learned: DON'T take people contemplating suicide lightly. That is the last time i laugh at a suicide thread.

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            • Anticrombie0909
              FFR Player
              • Jul 2003
              • 4683

              #7
              Yeah, I noticed that as well. I know what he was going through...well, to a certain extent, anyway. I've thought about it but never been pushed far enough to actually do it. It really is sad when somebody hates life that much, they actually choose to refuse it.

              Poor guy.

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              • netty400
                FFR Player
                • Aug 2003
                • 496

                #8
                =( I hope this doesent happen to anyone else here o.O
                Originally posted by zildjian133
                Dude where the hell did they find those balls, I swear to god I\'d buy one if I knew where and how to get one...
                Knuck if you buck
                http://www.lyricstop.com/k/knuckifyoubuck-crimemob.html

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                • 87x
                  Retired Staff
                  • Dec 2002
                  • 4379

                  #9
                  someone else (12:58:14 AM): did you hear about monoc?
                  me (12:58:50 AM): yea... i never knew him
                  me (12:59:10 AM): and i really dont feel remorse because i feel really strongly against suicide..
                  someone else (12:59:16 AM): yeah
                  someone else (12:59:17 AM): same here
                  someone else (12:59:18 AM): however
                  someone else (12:59:21 AM): i do feel remorse
                  someone else (12:59:29 AM): i just get scared when someone i remotly know dies
                  someone else (12:59:39 AM): recently, at my school, 4 people died in a 2 week period
                  me (12:59:51 AM): i mean it sucks that hes dead.. and im sorry for the parents and friends, but im not going to lose sleep over it because he was an idiot for killing himself
                  someone else (1:00:21 AM): i just get all these mixed emotions when it comes to this kinda shit
                  me (1:00:55 AM): i can understand
                  someone else (1:01:23 AM): I think it was really nice of synth to make this news story
                  me (1:01:36 AM): yea
                  me (1:01:40 AM): i agree


                  RAVEnHEXa: Lip ring is because I want to be a professional piercer.
                  87x: more like.. professional goth.

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                  • DJ_Weasel
                    FFR Player
                    • Jul 2003
                    • 209

                    #10
                    Lets hope not. I try my best. It seems to be working as of now.

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                    • Jam930
                      FFR Player
                      • Apr 2004
                      • 1069

                      #11
                      wow...how'd he do it, what was his name, and how can you be sure he really did?
                      -Jamie

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                      • djsmalls
                        FFR Player
                        • Mar 2004
                        • 735

                        #12
                        Originally posted by VxDx
                        I just moved up a spot in the rankings
                        ...
                        no just no
                        how the hell r u gonna be happy about your rank going up as a result of someones suicide?

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                        • banditcom
                          FFR Player
                          • Mar 2003
                          • 6243

                          #13
                          That's crossing the line Vx...

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                          • Lupin_the_3rd
                            FFR Player
                            • Oct 2003
                            • 2665

                            #14
                            Originally posted by Jam930
                            wow...how'd he do it, what was his name, and how can you be sure he really did?
                            I would pm synth if you wanted to know details. His parents contacted Synthlight saying that their son, Monoc, had passed away.

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                            • tristia
                              FFR Player
                              • Sep 2003
                              • 419

                              #15
                              yep, it most definitely is crossing it, there was someone who posted something like that in the news post, but it seemed to have gotten deleted.
                              Yay MySpace

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