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  • stavie33
    FFR Player
    • Aug 2006
    • 1925

    #1

    I'm so depressed now...

    I don't know how to describe it, I'm just so depressed right now my chest hurts. This might sound gay and stuff, but yesterday I just finished Kimi ga Nozomu no Eien, and for some reason, it affected me much more than any other depressing show or movie I've seen in a long time. I don't remember being this depressed since Elfen Lied or Saikano, and even those didn't bother me as much as this. Grave of the Fireflies and End of Eva can't compare to what this is making me feel. The only move even slightly depressing I saw lately was Benjamin Button and I didn't cry for that, but this...

    Maybe it's because this was so well written and realistic that I realized it could happen, and it's so sad it turned out this way, I don't know why, but I can't get over it, and I feel like talking about it so here I am...writing away
    It's getting better all the time
    I used to get mad at my school (No, I can't complain)
    The teachers who taught me weren't cool (No, I can't complain)
    You're holding me down (Oh Oh)
    Turning me round (Oh Oh)
    Filling me up with your rules (Oooh)
  • -Barista-
    FFR Player
    • Dec 2007
    • 342

    #2
    Re: I'm so depressed now...

    Man up.


    Originally posted by lightdarkness
    lol i created ffr

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    • stavie33
      FFR Player
      • Aug 2006
      • 1925

      #3
      Re: I'm so depressed now...

      Originally posted by -Barista-
      Man up.
      I would, but I have severe clinical depression and as much as I enjoy depressing things when I get depressed I get really depressed
      It's getting better all the time
      I used to get mad at my school (No, I can't complain)
      The teachers who taught me weren't cool (No, I can't complain)
      You're holding me down (Oh Oh)
      Turning me round (Oh Oh)
      Filling me up with your rules (Oooh)

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      • Syhto
        BuMP it
        • Mar 2006
        • 2466

        #4
        Re: I'm so depressed now...

        So make a thread about it. Brilliant.
        Originally posted by ~jrodd
        keep ur head up or down whatevers most comfortable idk but ya i repsect u cuz u respect others and we all have opinions to share, so respect one another and keep being urself or someone else watever
        Originally posted by ~Tao of Dossar
        I never self-reflect, and therefore, I have no negative thoughts about myself. However I am also aware about my successes.

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        • stavie33
          FFR Player
          • Aug 2006
          • 1925

          #5
          Re: I'm so depressed now...

          Haven't you ever heard that talking about it helps? Well, I'd just like to get it out...wow I sound pathetic, maybe I'll just leave it and try to suck it up
          It's getting better all the time
          I used to get mad at my school (No, I can't complain)
          The teachers who taught me weren't cool (No, I can't complain)
          You're holding me down (Oh Oh)
          Turning me round (Oh Oh)
          Filling me up with your rules (Oooh)

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          • Syhto
            BuMP it
            • Mar 2006
            • 2466

            #6
            Re: I'm so depressed now...

            Talking about it can help, but the ffr forums are a crappy place to do so.
            Mostly because of the people.
            Originally posted by ~jrodd
            keep ur head up or down whatevers most comfortable idk but ya i repsect u cuz u respect others and we all have opinions to share, so respect one another and keep being urself or someone else watever
            Originally posted by ~Tao of Dossar
            I never self-reflect, and therefore, I have no negative thoughts about myself. However I am also aware about my successes.

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            • stavie33
              FFR Player
              • Aug 2006
              • 1925

              #7
              Re: I'm so depressed now...

              Originally posted by Syhto
              Talking about it can help, but the ffr forums are a crappy place to do so.
              Mostly because of the people.
              k, thanks for the info, I won't come here to talk about stuff like this in the future (weird though how I'm already feeling better)
              It's getting better all the time
              I used to get mad at my school (No, I can't complain)
              The teachers who taught me weren't cool (No, I can't complain)
              You're holding me down (Oh Oh)
              Turning me round (Oh Oh)
              Filling me up with your rules (Oooh)

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              • foilman8805
                smoke wheat hail satin
                FFR Simfile Author
                • Sep 2006
                • 5704

                #8
                Re: I'm so depressed now...

                You seriously just layed out a picnic lunch for trolls.

                I'm trying my hardest not to join the trolls for lunch right now. They're waving at me and telling me to come over.
                Last edited by foilman8805; 01-28-2009, 09:35 PM.

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                • Kekeb
                  davai
                  • Dec 2006
                  • 2765

                  #9
                  Re: I'm so depressed now...

                  What is 'Kimi ga Nozomu no Eien', a movie? If so, then that's just sad.
                  Last edited by Kekeb; 01-28-2009, 10:12 PM.

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                  • MeaCulpa
                    FFR Simfile Author
                    FFR Simfile Author
                    • Jan 2007
                    • 841

                    #10
                    Re: I'm so depressed now...

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                    • NFD
                      FFR Player
                      • Nov 2007
                      • 4715

                      #11
                      Re: I'm so depressed now...

                      I'm gay, asshole. So is Erich. We're lovers.

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                      • knuckles2224
                        Angel Island ♥
                        • Jun 2007
                        • 1530

                        #12
                        Re: I'm so depressed now...

                        Eat or sleep, that's my remedy


                        Originally posted by arrekusuof93
                        Knuckles you're just a rebel

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                        • DJAirWave
                          Why am I still here?
                          FFR Music Producer
                          • Jul 2008
                          • 683

                          #13
                          Re: I'm so depressed now...

                          If a show making you depressed, watch That 70's Show lol

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                          • foilman8805
                            smoke wheat hail satin
                            FFR Simfile Author
                            • Sep 2006
                            • 5704

                            #14
                            Re: I'm so depressed now...

                            Originally posted by NFD
                            I'm gay, asshole. So is Erich. We're lovers.
                            What the Christ? Only girls sit on my dick, thanks.

                            Sorry to break your heart, but at least you and stavie can be depressed together now.

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                            • NFD
                              FFR Player
                              • Nov 2007
                              • 4715

                              #15
                              Re: I'm so depressed now...

                              /wrists


                              You were really smashed last Saturday, I thought you knew...I was top :3

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