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[Ylvis Sanyo]

I'm so mentally ill that I don't want to be alive. I'm feeling an overload of pain from depression.

[Mahou]

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Does FFR need a Suicidal Thoughts subforum? This is getting ridiculous. Nothing is worth killing yourself.

[Mahou]

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Rapta, you got discord man? Message me on there if you can.

[Azpb Djbread]

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We love you bro, dont do it.

Please, if you are even considering it, at least talk to someone first.

1-800-273-8255

[no homo, btw]

[Ylvis Sanyo]

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Scintill is an example. He proves that some care and some don't. Everyone believes themselves to be right. Who is right? Do I kill myself because people like minded of scintill don't want to hear about me anymore, or do I continue to live in hopes the suffering goes away like djbread.. that's all assuming I'm not allowed to choose for myself

[Ylvis Sanyo]

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I obviously cant fix my own life and at this point i dont feel like anyone else can

[Ylvis Sanyo]

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I posted this to help myself therefore trying to fix my shot by having other people help me figure out what to FUCKING think

[evanescence_death4ever]

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Scintill is being a fuck. In this situation, don't note his opinion with any sort of worth.



Depressive holes can be deep and painful and yeah you might just want to jump--but no one else you know actually wants that. People want you around. [fuck scintill if he doesn't, man] Message me on Discord~~I'll try to see if I can help you hash out some thoughts.

eva#8427

[MixMasterLar]

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If you're listening to people who say that destruction is the answer, you're listening to the wrong people.

Nothing positive ever came from suicide, but I know plenty of people who stuck in this batshit world and turned it all around.if you're still alive you can still make it better. I 100% believe and live by that

[Shikari]

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yo, Scintill, calm down, you may hurt somebody with that edge.

Ylvis, calm down too, some people here showed that they do care, so pick one of them, have a talk and let it go. Like Mahou said, nothing is worth killing yourself for. Trust me, been there.

Now stop this. There are kids in this website after all. Have some decency.

[Ylvis Sanyo]

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My parents said i call any hotlines or cause any drama (ex. Telling my therapist I feel suicidal, causing him to make me go to the hospital) I wont be allowed to live at Home anymore

What else can i do

[andy-o24]

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You're gonna get the same advice as you got from the other thread. Go back there and read it.

At this point, you should seek professional help. We care about you, Rapta, but there is only so much help you can get from text posted by people on a rhythm game site.

Edit: child protective services might be an option to consider. Tell your therapist

-o24

[Ylvis Sanyo]

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I'm not a child anymore, I turned 18 two months ago

[MixMasterLar]

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My parents said i call any hotlines or cause any drama (ex. Telling my therapist I feel suicidal, causing him to make me go to the hospital) I wont be allowed to live at Home anymore

What else can i do

Ok, right off the hip I'd say they are in the wrong and you need to seek help. That said, they may simply think you're not serious (old people be like that at times) and dont want to encourage you to take the "joke" too far.

I doubt they'll kick you out if you seek help, when it comes down to it.

Hate to ask but, what's your age?

[MixMasterLar]

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18? Yo road trip it outta there
Need money? Snatch a job for a while and save
Save and book it, go see stuff. Gotta be better then the emptiness of death. Swing by Pensacola and i'll have a soda and an open chair waitin' on ya