Post Before Sleep

[evilbutterfly]

Friday, woohoo! I have to be up and on the bus by 6:30, but I'm up at 12:45. I gotta stop doing this to myself!

[Cenright]

I got the arrows for my bow today. I also had to make some adjustments in my form, but it is going pretty well.

Now that I have my own equipment, so I can practice here in town at the range, instead of having to drive 40 mins to the place where they rent equipment.


I just tryed ROSE online. Neat game. Graphics are MUCH better than runescape. I don't know how much difference in game play there is though, I haven't played it long enough. The great thing is that it is completely free. The only thing it takes is about 500 megs of download time, so if you are a 56Ker, sorry. www.roseon.com

[Ganondorf3000]

ah it's sunday, the day before a school day... I hate sundays.... I HATE MATH PROJECTS!!!!!

[robyextreme]

I go to sleep randomly i woudlent care if its class time,day,morning,midnight whenever im tired is my time goodnight

[sleeplessdragn]

finished wrapping a new melody for a song i plan on submitting for R2. hoping that it turns out good and that some of my other stuff is good enough. regret being paranoid, because it resulted in me taking 2 and 1/2 hours to write a one page double spaced essay, that didnt turn out good.

[UWSTopGun]

Why am I so lonely even though I have good friends and a great girlfriend? What makes it so hard to be happy?


Peace.

Because life sucks, be glad you even have a girlfriend and some friends XD

As for me, It's like 4:30am EST and I'm still up but I will be leaving after this post.

Going to fall asleep watching my favorite movie Top Gun AGAIN. Yeah, fuck you all bitches!!!!!!! hahahhxjhfjsxd;jgfjdflgl/jdgdflkglkfg


It owns your very soul.

[sleeplessdragn]

i procrastinated another essay. another 3 hourer tonight, hope i dont keep it up or ill be getting more sleep on the weekends then mon-fri combined. my parents are signing me up for SAT class, because they feel that a 1430 is a poor PSAT score. i dislike them right now. technically this isnt a post before sleep, as ill be up for another few hours. but its a post before pass out.

[sleeplessdragn]

WTF, im going to bed before midnight?!1one! today i started my essays at six, instead of ten. happiness emoticon has been pasted on my head.

[jewpinthethird]

My Weight Training teacher laughed at me today during dodgeball. I'd probably laugh at me too. After all, I'm over 6 feet tall, and I only way about 130 pounds. Seeing me get pegged in the head by a dodgeball would probably be hilarious...however, the game hadnt even started and no balls had been thrown...he just sort of looked at me a started laughing.

But it was a fun game.

Good night princes of Maine.

[stretchypanda]

My exboyfriend is headed for his third deployment to Iraq. He's incredibly worried about it, because this time he's a Corporal, and he has 59 Marines under his command to be concerned about, along with his own wellbeing.

I have about ten or twelve friends in the Marines. I'm pretty attached to all of them, but so far I've dealt with their tours well because I've never known anyone who died in combat -- family and friends serving their country have all made it home.

This time it's different. The platoon is being sent into the city that has (according to Justin) seen the most U.S. casualties. He said this morning (which would have been last night for those of us on this side of the world -- he's stationed in Japan) his Major stood up in front of the platoon and cried while he was explaining what was happening, and that his First Sergeant (one more promotion away from being the highest rank he can achieve, I'm told) cried when it was his turn to talk. Justin always says he "has a bad feeling" when he gets deployment orders, and every time I've kind of brushed it off and told him it's his decision to make it out of there and come home.

This time I'm scared, because he's going right into the center of all of this, and, as he put it, "There are 60 of us going. What are the odds that we will ALL make it out of there alive?" It's ridiculous. He's only twenty years old, and he's going back into combat for the third time. It could be the last.

I had one of the worst phone conversations of my life with him. He tried to avoid what he really wanted to say (I already knew what he wanted to tell me, because he told my best friend, who told me), and finally accused me of just not caring about him anymore. Then he tried to bring our friend Casey into the conversation, told me that Casey is a real friend. I nearly hung up on him, because the last time I saw Casey, he damn near assaulted me. At this point I was getting defensive, but I also realized this could be the last chance I ever got to talk to someone who I once regarded as my closest friend, so I tried to calm down. He told me all he wants is to come home and live a normal life, go to college, everything else. He almost said, "Get married," but he stopped himself. I guess I know why, but there's not much I can do for him about that.

He told me he needs me. That at one point he needed me as a girlfriend, but now he needs me as a friend. I'm really too forgiving. After everything he did to me, I should have written him out of my life forever, but I moved on with my life. Even after the terrible way he treated me, I didn't see any point in holding a grudge, especially against a boy thrown into big man's shoes and scared.

I'm exhausted after that. I'm torn. I'm sorry that he thinks I don't care anymore, but at the same time, I've grown up. I will always love my high school friends, but the things that happened to me over New Years weekend have made me seriously consider breaking all my ties to Arkansas (except to my best friend Tropha) after my parents move. I can't ever stop claiming Arkansas as my home, but I don't know if I could stand to spend lengthy periods of time with some of those people anymore, even if Justin was finally home and begged me. I don't think I can do it.

Sigh. One more day and I'll go to Texas and I'll relax.

[Ganondorf3000]

I need to get off my ass and do my hw and study for that fucking midterm!!! I HATE MIDTERMS WITH FREAKIN 50 THINGS THAT YOU HAVE TO STUDY FROM!!!

[lightdarkness]

Alright, something is seriously wrong with me.

For the past week, i've been so insanly tired, coming home from school and taking a nap for a few hours, and stuff like that. But last night takes the cake.

I was laying in my bed, watching "Now you see it" on Disney Channel (STFU yea I watch Disney), and I feel asleep. It couldn't even have been 9:30 before I was out.

I just woke up 10 minutes ago, and I'm like "You gotta be shitting me"

Countless hours of Halo 2 down the drain. Now if you'll excuse me, i'm going to play Halo 2

[Braydz]

My sleeping habits change dramatically over the holidays.

During the school term, I wake up at 6.45am, and go to bed at 11pm.

Holidays, I go to sleep at anytime between 1am and 3am, and wake up anywhere between 10.30am and 1pm.

Right now, getting ready for bed at midnight, because I have to get up early for summer school. Oh, the joys of waking up early. It shits me to tears.

Two more weeks of holidays, and by the end of these holidays I have to read two books and complete reading journals on them, an analytical essay, about three pages of maths questions, ditto on physics questions and chemistry. Looks like I'll be having some trouble getting my sleeping habits back into "school mode".

[Mindfields]

Yeah, I kinda come off of holidays all going to sleep early, waking up on time and shit. Then the weekend really screws me up because every night I go to sleep at like...3:00, so I wake up at around 1:00 in the afternoon. Then on Monday when I can't get to sleep I say "Damnit, Alden, you were screwed anyways" and end up playing FFR until I fall asleep and drool all over my key board...

[Cenright]

Post Before Sleep

Think of laying face down on the edge of your bed, with you arm off the edge, and then lifting a 40 pound weight straight towards you so that it is resting just beside your head. Hold it there for a second or two, and then let go. Sound like it would be a strain? Well, try doing it about 100 times. I did it today, drawing a 40 pound bow for about 100 arrows.

That was after searching for a lost arrow in a field with thick, heavy grass that is 4-6 inches tall, ripping through it with a rake for an hour. WITHOUT GLOVES. So my hands were pretty ripped up.

And that was after shoting 3 rounds of shotgun shells at the Trap range. The problem is that I hold my shotgun high, so it was kicking right in the shoulder bone. So yeah, I took my 75 kicks.



So my hands, arms, and shoulders are all real sore.