Originally posted by TheTypist
I mean, even the name of this thread, "The Laharl Thread." Makes you want to throw up. People blindly following their impulses will think you are self-absorbed, and everyone else knows you're just doing it because it's your way of hiding the fact that you haven't an ounce of self-confidence.
Somehow, the "I'm tired of bullshitting: Do you think I'm alright or not?" didn't sound quite right as a thread title.
Is this making sense to you? I mean, I'm sure you're a great person in the non-cyber world, don't get me wrong.
I guess that's what screennames are for, right?
I guess that's what screennames are for, right?
So (un?)fortunately, I "got you wrong".
Would it make you all feel better about yourself if I straihg tup said, yes, I need a boost of self worth right now? So I do, so what. Am I know somehow lesser than you for "whoring" for attention? Meh. There comes times in people's lives where, HEY GUESS WHAT
it's not all hunky-dorey.
I wish you could feel what it's like, Typist, to honestly be UNABLE to feel good about anything. To go, and have a pretty decent day, then get home, and call around to all your friends so you can go hang out, and they just completely blow you off to go do something that they always do, every goddamn day, that serves no purpose, even though you really need a friend. Or to search for job for a good 5 months and finally get one, and not only are your parents still on your back, they don't even bother to take time to congratulate you on the things you did right, and to not have a single friend say "Congrats!" I want you to know what it's like to like everyone you come in contact with even though a vast majority of them can't stand the sight of you.

I don't know if an online forum is the right place to vent this sort of stuff. You should do something that will actually help... what you can do, I don't know. I just know that the average forum-rat isn't about to use this forum for what it was intended.




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