I have a fear of talking to people I don't regular talk to. I can't call people on the phone very easily, or order pizza or anything like that. Or talk to teachers, or go make copies or run errands for any teacher. I just have an anxiety against it. I also get really nervous if I order food somewhere and I stumble or slur the order, then I freak out. I just get an adrenaline rush and start shaking real bad.
I also am afraid of doing poorly in school or being late to class. And I can't do anything wrong, I guess I'm afraid of getting caught for doing anything bad. So I just don't and follow all the rules.
But really, I don't think it's that weird. I think when I explain it, it makes it sound worse.
I also am afraid of doing poorly in school or being late to class. And I can't do anything wrong, I guess I'm afraid of getting caught for doing anything bad. So I just don't and follow all the rules.
But really, I don't think it's that weird. I think when I explain it, it makes it sound worse.
it's true, that's why I'm so shitty at 'stamina-requiring' songs because I can't stand playing flat footed like most people do, cuz then it's like i'm going for a good-attack or something, i just hit everything WAAY off beat.


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