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  • Azpb Djbread
    FFR Player
    • Jan 2016
    • 345

    #1

    I Fear for my life...

    I've been trying to remain calm but my anxiety gets the best of me.

    I Found my bullies channel, but before i tell you, let me tell you a story.

    A While ago, me and my friend were playing sports (surprisingly i was playing because i'm never physically active) and my friend that was playing with me is black. He is sort of special, he has autism. This kid (Dean rau, age i think 17)
    Was saying racial slurs like "You filthy n*****" and "Go back to your plantation you Ape" and my friend was upset and almost cried.


    I Walked up to him, asking "Why would y-" and he GRABS my ankles, and has me held upside down. He threw me to the ground, and i hit my head on one of these sewer things (I Pulled up an image from google images that looked just like it)

    and i had an insanely painful concussion, and had a migraine, i was throwing up and i was super dizzy.

    We called the cops and admitted to doing this action. The cops replied to me (they were cool cops btw) "Hey, ik this is stupid, but our rules say since we didn't see it happen, we cant push charges... It's stupid but kid, we believe you."

    I Never left going outside for about 2 years to say high to my friends or anything, only over skype. I Thought to myself "you know what, he probobly got a hobby!" so i went outside to say hi to my friend for the first time in a millennium... and the kid DEAN jumps me, tackles me, and beats me on the ground with his foot, and runs off. Covered in bruises from my thy to my shoulders, i got up and was sobbing with tears because i'm a huge wimp, and i'm also super skinny and weak.

    Btw, have you ever had those dreams that you have and like, 2 years later they occur in real life? A While back i had a dream where i went swimming and he was at the pool, and tries to drown me, but i beat him up really bad, and run away, but eventually get murdered, stabbed. so now i can't go swimming, but i want to really bad, but i won't.

    Ever since all of these happened, he knows where i live so he keeps threatening my life and my families life, and we all fear him. He doesn't bs. If he says he will kill me, he literally will. He once said "I WILL GARNISH MY FOOD IN YOUR BLOOD AND GUTS AND UPLOAD IT TO THE DARK WEB" What ever that even means.

    Another time, he stole my music from my channel, and he got 3x the amount of views and got 20+ likes on the video (He took it down after i scared him, i made a 2nd account pretending to me my "friend" (i also know where he lives) and i said on the alt account "i dox'd you, and i posted his address on a video, even though thats probably illegal. )

    and he was scared so bad.

    He also raided my channel so now every video has 8-10 dislikes on every one. all of my videos.



    Here is his channel if you want to dislike his videos, i know its a jerk thing to send people to witchhunt someone else down, but he honestly deserves it.



    My name is Paul if you want to use it against him in some way, idk...


    This was my experience with him.
  • Azpb Djbread
    FFR Player
    • Jan 2016
    • 345

    #2
    Re: I Fear for my life...

    Not to mention one time i saw him he literally chased me down my entire neighborhood until i got inside, i can't ever sleep with out nightmares of him beating me into submission.

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    • PhantomPuppy
      Washed and Irrelevant D7
      • May 2012
      • 1808

      #3
      Re: I Fear for my life...

      wait what the hell is this kid's problem? seriously, what the hell, i'da whooped his ass by now.

      that's a skinny lil' guy from the 2 seconds i watched in the video, stand up for yourself and kick his ass.

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      14th OT (D7): 25th
      15th OT (D7): LAST PLACE LOL
      16th OT (D7): LAST PLACE LOL


      Originally posted by Funnygurl555
      you know what they say

      under all the rust is really shiny...……… metal

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      • Azpb Djbread
        FFR Player
        • Jan 2016
        • 345

        #4
        Re: I Fear for my life...

        I'm literally crying right now, remembering everything else he has done. That just goes to show how physically and mentally weak i am.

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        • PhantomPuppy
          Washed and Irrelevant D7
          • May 2012
          • 1808

          #5
          Re: I Fear for my life...

          if ass kicking is out of the question you can always tell someone else in your family about it. that's what they're there for. (maybe tell parents before ass kicking too?)

          10th OT (D3): 13th
          11th OT (D6): 11th
          12th OT (D6): 6th
          13th OT (D7): 31st
          14th OT (D7): 25th
          15th OT (D7): LAST PLACE LOL
          16th OT (D7): LAST PLACE LOL


          Originally posted by Funnygurl555
          you know what they say

          under all the rust is really shiny...……… metal

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          • igotrhythm
            Fractals!
            • Sep 2004
            • 6535

            #6
            Re: I Fear for my life...

            Time to learn how to defend yourself. When everything else fails you (and too often it does with bullies) you need to learn how to break holds, disengage, and if all else fails throw a punch that hurts him more than you.

            Video relevant.

            Godspeed.
            Originally posted by thesunfan
            I literally spent 10 minutes in the library looking for the TWG forum on Smogon and couldn't find it what the fuck is this witchcraft IGR

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            • Funnygurl555
              T-Force's Rival
              • Dec 2010
              • 1865

              #7
              Re: I Fear for my life...

              is this serious? your thread title is "I Fear for my life..." but all you're asking us to do is dislike his youtube videos.

              if you are serious then i'm sorry man. bullying's illegal in 49 states. if you can't fight him then try that route, and try to get some evidence of this stuff.
              Originally posted by MixMasterLar
              is funny eaman?
              Can you like not use those stupid names right now? Took me long enough to get these screen names straight in my head
              Originally posted by the sun fan
              GET DUNKED FUNNY
              (eaman is her name irl, friend)

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              • Azpb Djbread
                FFR Player
                • Jan 2016
                • 345

                #8
                Re: I Fear for my life...

                I'm just posting my experience and i'm just posting his channel link there if someone wants to do that. My dad already knows but we can't do anything about it, we've called the cops and everything, i took fighting lessons because my family knew what i was going through, and you expect me to take a picture of me getting beaten up / beaten up? I'm not taking another step outside without having an anxiety breakdown fam.

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                • Azpb Djbread
                  FFR Player
                  • Jan 2016
                  • 345

                  #9
                  Re: I Fear for my life...

                  I Did have a huge spike of depression at that point, but ever since i had that dream of dejaveu (i can't spell for crap) iv'e had the worst anxiety ever.

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                  • Funnygurl555
                    T-Force's Rival
                    • Dec 2010
                    • 1865

                    #10
                    Re: I Fear for my life...

                    aw man, do you have to take pictures specifically? that does seem hard. i don't have experience with this kinda stuff so i wouldn't know.

                    does his parents know what he's doing?
                    Originally posted by MixMasterLar
                    is funny eaman?
                    Can you like not use those stupid names right now? Took me long enough to get these screen names straight in my head
                    Originally posted by the sun fan
                    GET DUNKED FUNNY
                    (eaman is her name irl, friend)

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                    • Azpb Djbread
                      FFR Player
                      • Jan 2016
                      • 345

                      #11
                      Re: I Fear for my life...

                      Yes, when me and my family called the cops, his mom was notified.

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                      • Funnygurl555
                        T-Force's Rival
                        • Dec 2010
                        • 1865

                        #12
                        Re: I Fear for my life...

                        tf? aw man, im sorry idk that's rough ><
                        Originally posted by MixMasterLar
                        is funny eaman?
                        Can you like not use those stupid names right now? Took me long enough to get these screen names straight in my head
                        Originally posted by the sun fan
                        GET DUNKED FUNNY
                        (eaman is her name irl, friend)

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                        • walao1992
                          FFR Player
                          • Mar 2015
                          • 20

                          #13
                          Re: I Fear for my life...

                          damn the sick bastard even makes vids of him having a good time at the pool just to taunt you walao eh pretty sure this is one huge joke thread anyway the guy says "jk lol" out loud 2 minutes into his latest video he's lanky he doesn't seem intimidating in any way just fucking DO SOMETHING HOLY WALAO

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                          • walao1992
                            FFR Player
                            • Mar 2015
                            • 20

                            #14
                            Re: I Fear for my life...

                            fucking W A L A O E H

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                            • drizzleRomanceGirl
                              It's okay to be yourself.
                              • Oct 2012
                              • 2963

                              #15
                              Re: I Fear for my life...

                              you shouldn't have to learn how to fight someone if you're fearing for your life.

                              is it possible to call the police and ask them to keep watch near your house?

                              you could also try installing alarms and cameras in your house

                              if he gets near you you could try calling the police then
                              hi

                              my discord username is drizzleRomanceGirl0706 in case anyone wants to message me

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