I Fear for my life...

[Azpb Djbread]

Re: I Fear for my life...

I Know this is stupid but i'm actually in tears that vagabond and MinaciousGrace would say something like that.

I Agree, newborn children without vaccines that have diseases that could have been prevented is extremely depressing, but that does not mean you have 2 say you wouldnt feel bad for me, but to make it worse, laugh at it, say you were depressed and thought about suicide for the past 4 years, and ask for support online and people say

"Ha i would laugh if it was true" How would you feel?

You would feel like gunk, and people that have diseases get their support from their parents, but someone as weak as myself can get picked on by this guy this shows how weak i am.

[Azpb Djbread]

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so 50% of the people are with me and the other 50% call BS.

Idc if you have your own opinion, but if you don't believe me, don't say "Nope, i already know, i can read your mind, it's totally fake"

Just go to a different thread and post their instead of making me feel worse.

[MinaciousGrace]

Re: I Fear for my life...

you are making you feel worse
you are making you weak
you are the problem and you are the solution
full stop

either deal with it or don't

[Azpb Djbread]

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I've been trying to get it solved, MinaciousGrace.

ME and my family called the cops.
I was the one that got beaten up.
I Tried to solve it.
I talked with his mom, and his mom knows, but won't do crap.
IF I had the power to stop it, i would, instead of having anxiety attacks, and suicidal thoughts.
I'M trying to defend myself from this forum, i should have not posted it to begin with because everyone thinks its fake.

I Feel like i only made it worse.

IF I could make myself more mentally stronger i would.
IF i could full stop i would amputate my legs just to see dean leave my life.

[Azpb Djbread]

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Listen, i don't want any beef with anyone, i'm only here to express my experience.
I'm sorry if i rustled your jimmys MinaciousGrace, and Vagabond, or anyone who thinks this is fake.

[Azpb Djbread]

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Everyone has their own logic, MinaciousGrace, vagabond,

I See where you are coming from... Same with everyone else.

MinaciousGrace, you have a good point, there is a LOT more people that suffer more than i do, kids that die young, and i'm sitting here like a keyboard warrior typing away, about how upset i am that i get bullied so often, and im a weak piece of trash who just sits in front of their computer doing nothing but self pittying themselves, vagabond, idk y ur triggered, idk where your coming from with your thought process.


I Just want to share my experience with everyone and have people support me through this rough time but i got the complete opposite. I've never done anything to lose any of your guy's trust.

Why wont you trust it is real?
You laughing at my hacking away at my thys and wrists with a knife seems funny to you?

you would laugh?

What if the next time you checked the forum, you saw i havent logged on, for what would be days, then weeks, then months, and after that, you knew i wasn't lieing.

[DossarLX ODI]

Re: I Fear for my life...

This thread isn't heading in a good direction. Azpb Djbread, it may be a good idea to reach out to individual users on this site to discuss your problems and discuss your next steps forward.