My apology

[Alioth]

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I think it's a little too far as to say to stay away from the internet in its entirety, but i was away from here for a month and only played the game from time to time. I can't just magically fix myself, I've been getting worse for over a year now. I'm working on it as hard as i can.

No problem, but I'd say take a leave until you are absolutely sure that you are stable physically, mentally, and spiritually. It's better to not jump the gun with these types of situations. If you have any outlet for your emotions, definitely use it everyday (i.e. Drawing, Reading, Writing, Exercise [cardio & high intensity], Playing Games, Watching TV/Movies, etc.) to distract yourself from doing anything destructive.

[BeatMania Rotate Mod]

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No problem, but I'd say take a leave until you are absolutely sure that you are stable physically, mentally, and spiritually. It's better to not jump the gun with these types of situations. If you have any outlet for your emotions, definitely use it everyday (i.e. Drawing, Reading, Writing, Exercise [cardio & high intensity], Playing Games, Watching TV/Movies, etc.) to distract yourself from doing anything destructive.

Yeah, I'm not exactly back. I really only came onto the forums to make the thread and respond to a few posts. I'll still play the game and hangout in video chat like i have been doing. I've got a few things to keep myself occupied, but i'm still finding my mind wandering every so often. On the upside, I have more appreciation for music now and have lost 20 pounds. My new years resolution was to work out and get my body back to where it should be, I've stuck with it and i'm proud of myself. It's good to have a bit more confidence in myself.

[Dynam0]

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I don't know the specifics of what happened here, nor did I ever play FFRmania, but it seems like that issue is tangential to your personal issues. Your mental health is more valuable than anything else, and I hope you find the help you need. You're not alone in this.

Exactly this! Despite the fact that you might have made some bad decisions in the past, you're still a good person and are taking responsibility for things. Recovery is tough and takes a long time, so be patient and stick with it man.

[.-.]

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i hate it when my phone charger doesn't reach my bed

[.-.]

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i have too many chips for my dip
but if i open another dip i'll have too much dip for my chips

[.-.]

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i bought too many groceries and now i have to make two trips

[.-.]

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i set my air conditioner too cold so now i have to put on a sweater

[choof]

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woah man chill with the stepmania

[BeatMania Rotate Mod]

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The spam is as beautiful as poetry, but tastes like diseased wood

[kommisar]

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[Charu]

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But for real, apologizing is a good first step!

[BeatMania Rotate Mod]

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I also agree Charu.

[popsicle_3000]

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i have too many chips for my dip
but if i open another dip i'll have too much dip for my chips

i set my air conditioner too cold so now i have to put on a sweater

someone ban this clown

[igotrhythm]

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someone ban this clown

1a

Serious talk, though, I don't know what happened since the FFRMania Velocity playlist loads fine for me. Good luck and godspeed on your recovery, Tarrik.

[iCeCuBEz v2]

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i hate it when my phone charger doesn't reach my bed

best thing posted in this entire thread