I thought I'd actually post for the first time in this forum becuase I'm quite the critical thinker. Alot of people always thought that I think too much but it makes me a better person if I think.
I don't know how old most of you guys are but being 26 puts me in unique position. I'm half way between being a teen and old person, but in terms of the status of my life it could be much, much better.
I'm not very satisfied with myself and I see myself being in the wrong position in life. A guy like myself should have been on the fast road to success, but all I've seen in my life is failure. Failure because i've failed to be a living person.
Not having put the kind of energy into academics has really hurt my life. I've always had the ability to get a good gpa, but no drive to work for it. In doing so I've come to live as a shadow that nobody really sees or cares about when they see me.
I've seperated myself from family and loved ones, but I'm ok with that. I guess I don't feel that everyone should have loved ones in their lives because all they will ever do is betray you. That's all my loved ones have ever done for me.
I guess I'll stop ranting for now, but to sit here and type all of this makes me feel a little better. Thanks!!!
Did I just see archowl's name on the same line with intelligent and compassionate? tsk tsk.
Like I was saying earlier, it's obvious that he knows how to be. The board is his way of being an ass to people. I imagine Arch is one of those people his IRL friends like quite a bit.
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