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  • benguino
    Kawaii Desu Ne?
    • Dec 2007
    • 4185

    #1

    Long Time, No See

    Hello, I don't know if any of you remember me, but I have something to say. I've been a member of the site for a little over three years. It wasn't really until after the site has gone back up back in 2010 that I tried to become a more active person in the community by participating more in the forum discussions to establish myself in the community, to become acquainted with the members, to learn a few tips, and to contribute my own ideas. Later, at around January or February of 2011, I started posting in the garbage bin since I found the humor appealing and I wanted to join in on the "fun." However, the sub-community in the g-bin didn't enjoy my style of humor and I was banned from the g-bin community as of March 4th of this year and I am still banned from the g-bin community to this day. I decided that I didn't need the g-bin to enjoy posting in the other forums, so I continued to post in the other forums that I typically post in. However, because of the fact that there were many people who were part of the g-bin sub-community and part of the sub-communities of the other forums that I post in, those people attacked and whittled at my reputation (whatever I had left of it.) I tried to establish the fact that the material I post in the g-bin as opposed to other forums are substantially different and that what was in the g-bin, should be kept in there. That wasn't the case though. Things got to the point where I couldn't even face the community anymore without me having the feeling of complete and utter embarrassment and shame. I decided that I should just wait until I was un-banned from the g-bin. I thought by then everyone would forget about what happened. However, the sticky stating who's been banned from the g-bin hasn't been updated in months and I don't think that's going to change for quite awhile, if at all. It's been 1/2 a year already though and I've been dying on the inside, watching from the outside while the community progresses. I've decided that I can't stand this waiting around and worrying. I sincerely apologize for my terrible sense of humor, my noobishness over the years, and any other troubles I may have caused people. I hope you guys can forgive me for what I have done. I know I wasn't an avid poster or anything, but my greatest fear now is that no one will remember me even remotely, and that I'll have to start off with square one, being treated like a noob. Meanwhile, while I was gone, I've continued to play the game in the hope to build my skill so when I do return, I'll at least be a little more respected. I'm still only D1 material in tourneys, but still I think I've improved quite a bit. ^_^ Also, I hope to maybe make some more valuable contributions to the community, perhaps by stepping songs which is what I've been interested in but never got around to. But I feel like I can only contribute to the community if I can gain the forgiveness and support of my fellow members. I know this is a pain to read, but it is something that I've been waiting to say for six months already.

    tl;dr: My rep got screwed causing me to leave the community. I'm back now, and I ask you for your support and forgiveness.
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    Originally posted by Spenner
    (^)> peck peck says the heels
    Originally posted by Xx{Midnight}xX
    And god made ben, and realized he was doomed to miss. And said it was good.
    Originally posted by Zakvvv666
    awww :< crushing my dreams; was looking foward to you attempting to shoot yourself point blank and missing
  • PrawnSkunk
    Administrator
    FFR Simfile Author
    FFR Administrator
    • Dec 2007
    • 3907

    #2
    Re: Long Time, No See

    Yeah, I definitely remember you reuben!
    I wish you luck in rebuilding your skill after your FFR hiatus - definitely looking forward to seeing you as a part of the community again :]

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    • who_cares973
      FFR Player
      • Aug 2006
      • 15407

      #3
      There are gbin bans again? Sweet

      Also lol gbin

      Im sure you're fine. No one should take the thin seriously. I don't know who's running it now but chance is the people running it are the rejects from the old gbin
      Last edited by HammyMcSquirrel; 10-6-2011, 09:31 PM. Reason: double post >8(((

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      • Emo_Saur_
        FFR Veteran
        • Feb 2007
        • 2952

        #4
        Re: Long Time, No See

        It's so hard to get banned from that.
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        • Ziergdsx18
          ℜ1 ステップチャート 著者
          FFR Simfile Author
          • Nov 2007
          • 2800

          #5
          Re: Long Time, No See

          Not that hard. Just say the magic word and b&.


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          • lumphoboextreme
            FFR Veteran
            • Jan 2005
            • 8592

            #6
            Re: Long Time, No See

            I definitely remember you.

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            • icontrolyourworld
              Enjoy life!
              FFR Simfile Author
              • Oct 2007
              • 4192

              #7
              Re: Long Time, No See

              welcome back

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              • Xx{Midnight}xX
                FFR Player
                • Aug 2007
                • 8548

                #8
                Re: Long Time, No See

                I remember you.

                Welcome back.

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                • benguino
                  Kawaii Desu Ne?
                  • Dec 2007
                  • 4185

                  #9
                  Re: Long Time, No See

                  Originally posted by PrawnSkunk
                  Yeah, I definitely remember you reuben!
                  I wish you luck in rebuilding your skill after your FFR hiatus - definitely looking forward to seeing you as a part of the community again :]
                  Thanks! I remember you, but it's going to take me awhile to get a lot of other people since I tend to remember people by their avatar rather than their username, and I bet alot of people have changed their avatar in the mean time. I just need to re-familiarize myself. Also, the fact that I haven't been involved in the community doesn't mean I haven't been playing, I've been practicing while I was gone. >=D

                  Originally posted by who_cares973
                  There are gbin bans again? Sweet

                  Also lol gbin

                  Im sure you're fine. No one should take the thin seriously. I don't know who's running it now but chance is the people running it are the rejects from the old gbin
                  I don't even want to view the threads in there anymore, let alone post in their. Things are just too messed up in there.

                  Originally posted by lumphoboextreme
                  I definitely remember you.
                  That's nice to hear.

                  Originally posted by icontrolyourworld
                  welcome back
                  It's nice to be back.

                  Originally posted by Xx{Midnight}xX
                  I remember you.

                  Welcome back.
                  Thanks, Middie. It means a lot. ^_^
                  Last edited by benguino; 10-7-2011, 12:56 AM.
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                  Originally posted by Spenner
                  (^)> peck peck says the heels
                  Originally posted by Xx{Midnight}xX
                  And god made ben, and realized he was doomed to miss. And said it was good.
                  Originally posted by Zakvvv666
                  awww :< crushing my dreams; was looking foward to you attempting to shoot yourself point blank and missing

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                  • BethanyBangs
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                    • Oct 2010
                    • 730

                    #10
                    Re: Long Time, No See

                    Oheyyyyy I remember you. Welcome back.
                    ~

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                    • Panic4Me
                      o_o
                      • Aug 2006
                      • 911

                      #11
                      Re: Long Time, No See

                      Originally posted by BethanyBangs
                      Oheyyyyy I remember you
                      ^ Literally what I said out loud. xD

                      Welcome back. It's always nice to see people return to the site. :]
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                      • xTiff3rzx
                        FFR Player
                        • May 2006
                        • 85

                        #12
                        Re: Long Time, No See

                        So I don't remember you, but i'm glad you can move forward from the past.
                        [:

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                        • Emithith
                          FFR Player
                          • Sep 2008
                          • 1784

                          #13
                          Re: Long Time, No See

                          Banned from g-bin? Mad skillz, brah. Can't say I know you, let alone remember you, but I think you are deserving of a clean slate after that heartfelt apology.

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                          • benguino
                            Kawaii Desu Ne?
                            • Dec 2007
                            • 4185

                            #14
                            Re: Long Time, No See

                            Originally posted by BethanyBangs
                            Oheyyyyy I remember you. Welcome back.
                            Yep, I'm "that guy"
                            Originally posted by Panic4Me
                            ^ Literally what I said out loud. xD

                            Welcome back. It's always nice to see people return to the site. :]
                            I was playing the game, but it was the community that I missed.

                            Originally posted by xTiff3rzx
                            So I don't remember you, but i'm glad you can move forward from the past.
                            [:
                            Thanks, I'm just going to put all that bad stuff behind me.

                            Originally posted by Emithith
                            I think you are deserving of a clean slate after that heartfelt apology.
                            Exactly. I've been bottling up this feeling for the past six months and I guess it just all gushed out all at once. XD Also, since some people may have forgotten about me, I can easily start off with the right "new" first impression.
                            AMA: http://ask.fm/benguino

                            Not happening now! Don't click to join!



                            Originally posted by Spenner
                            (^)> peck peck says the heels
                            Originally posted by Xx{Midnight}xX
                            And god made ben, and realized he was doomed to miss. And said it was good.
                            Originally posted by Zakvvv666
                            awww :< crushing my dreams; was looking foward to you attempting to shoot yourself point blank and missing

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                            • PaperclipGames
                              Mrow~
                              • May 2008
                              • 648

                              #15
                              Re: Long Time, No See

                              It certainly is a first impression for me, as I only got active around here like a few weeks ago. :P
                              Wb then. :3
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