I want to tell you a little bit about myself.
I'm a lover, a shameless flirt, a vagabond, and a hopeless romantic. I've been accused for being such on numerous occasions, and they're all right. I find myself falling desperately in love with a number of different women, but four stand out among the rest. I want to dedicate this, my 1500th post, to them, these women that have made my heart sing.
First, many months ago, I fell for a beautiful enchantress named Stretchy.
She fills my heart with joy. Intelligent, responsible, successful, and beautiful, she stands as a paradigm of the perfect woman. I fell for her grandeur immediately and began spewing hallmark caliber flattery (read: bilge) in her direction. From what I can tell, she is untouchable, forbidden fruit, which only stirs my love for her into a frenzy. But for now the joys of being with Stretchy remain in my dreams.
After some time in the forums I took to the Literature forum and began posting my poetry and soon found myself falling head over heels for a startlingly beautiful (but young) Shasta.
Our passion for literature sparked an immediate connection that ran deep. I never met a girl here that even knew who Fyodor Dostoevsky was, much less read his works. I soon found myself hemorrhaging hopeless romanticisms her way as well. I was not no longer in love with Stretchy, but instead found myself in love with two women simultaneously. I cannot compare the love for these women as much as I can compare apples to oranges. They are both delicious in their own way. But alas, as with Stretchy, Shasta remains out of my reach due to some sort of law that states that 17 year olds shouldn't date 23 year olds (that and I'm not pedo =/).
Anyway after a time I found myself addicted to profile chat. I soon found a woman there and fell in love again, this time with Blonde.
She is the yin to my yang. We both prescribe to the same brand of sardonic humor. We enjoy many of the same hobbies such as gaming and sarcasm to the point of getting on each others' nerves. We're alike enough to be naturally drawn to each other, but different enough to make it interesting. She has also received a smattering of Shakespearian monologues praising her beauty. She broke my heart by texting me saying she had a new boyfriend a day before we were going to meet while I was back home on the east coast, near where she lives, but I can't stay mad with her when I love her so damn much.
Finally, most recently, I hit it off with a wonderful young woman in MP named blazelust.
Somewhere between kicking my ass on both {Blaze} and Z we began talking and I fell in love all over again. We connect on so many levels. We both love rhythm games. She's quite a talented poet. She's a musician just like me. She is eons better than me in all of our shared hobbies, which although emasculating, doesn't stop me from seeing her for the amazing person that she is. She is the most recent recipient of my (seemingly trademark these days) borderline annoying Hollywood love mantras. However, sadly, she is in love with someone else. I like to think I help her out in her need for someone to talk to in her difficult situation, but I am quite in love with her.
It is important for all of you (and especially the four of you) to know, that just because I am so deeply in love with each of you does not detract from the individual love that I have for you individually. I simply have that much love to give. I'm addicted to love, and I can't get enough of these four amazing young women. My dreams since I've met these ladies have been happy, and for that I thank them. It seems destined that I'll always remain alone, but at least I know love. And perhaps now all of you do too.
<3
-Chaz
ps - yes, I do feel an intrinsic need to make each 500th post special.
I'm a lover, a shameless flirt, a vagabond, and a hopeless romantic. I've been accused for being such on numerous occasions, and they're all right. I find myself falling desperately in love with a number of different women, but four stand out among the rest. I want to dedicate this, my 1500th post, to them, these women that have made my heart sing.
First, many months ago, I fell for a beautiful enchantress named Stretchy.
She fills my heart with joy. Intelligent, responsible, successful, and beautiful, she stands as a paradigm of the perfect woman. I fell for her grandeur immediately and began spewing hallmark caliber flattery (read: bilge) in her direction. From what I can tell, she is untouchable, forbidden fruit, which only stirs my love for her into a frenzy. But for now the joys of being with Stretchy remain in my dreams.
After some time in the forums I took to the Literature forum and began posting my poetry and soon found myself falling head over heels for a startlingly beautiful (but young) Shasta.
Our passion for literature sparked an immediate connection that ran deep. I never met a girl here that even knew who Fyodor Dostoevsky was, much less read his works. I soon found myself hemorrhaging hopeless romanticisms her way as well. I was not no longer in love with Stretchy, but instead found myself in love with two women simultaneously. I cannot compare the love for these women as much as I can compare apples to oranges. They are both delicious in their own way. But alas, as with Stretchy, Shasta remains out of my reach due to some sort of law that states that 17 year olds shouldn't date 23 year olds (that and I'm not pedo =/).
Anyway after a time I found myself addicted to profile chat. I soon found a woman there and fell in love again, this time with Blonde.
She is the yin to my yang. We both prescribe to the same brand of sardonic humor. We enjoy many of the same hobbies such as gaming and sarcasm to the point of getting on each others' nerves. We're alike enough to be naturally drawn to each other, but different enough to make it interesting. She has also received a smattering of Shakespearian monologues praising her beauty. She broke my heart by texting me saying she had a new boyfriend a day before we were going to meet while I was back home on the east coast, near where she lives, but I can't stay mad with her when I love her so damn much.
Finally, most recently, I hit it off with a wonderful young woman in MP named blazelust.
Somewhere between kicking my ass on both {Blaze} and Z we began talking and I fell in love all over again. We connect on so many levels. We both love rhythm games. She's quite a talented poet. She's a musician just like me. She is eons better than me in all of our shared hobbies, which although emasculating, doesn't stop me from seeing her for the amazing person that she is. She is the most recent recipient of my (seemingly trademark these days) borderline annoying Hollywood love mantras. However, sadly, she is in love with someone else. I like to think I help her out in her need for someone to talk to in her difficult situation, but I am quite in love with her.
It is important for all of you (and especially the four of you) to know, that just because I am so deeply in love with each of you does not detract from the individual love that I have for you individually. I simply have that much love to give. I'm addicted to love, and I can't get enough of these four amazing young women. My dreams since I've met these ladies have been happy, and for that I thank them. It seems destined that I'll always remain alone, but at least I know love. And perhaps now all of you do too.
<3
-Chaz
ps - yes, I do feel an intrinsic need to make each 500th post special.
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