Hey everyone.
I've recently just had a huge personality change, and I'm feeling the pain.
Here's my story.
A few years ago I met this girl, who was in fact very beautiful. She was basically all I thought about for a long time. One day a few months into our relationship she showed me a website. "www.wolfro.com". It was an online server for the MMORPG Ragnarok Online. I instantly fell in love with this site, and became a well-hated forum whore. I, of course, had friends. Many of whom were apart of the staff. I also had haters, most of whom were in the staff. I was banned for small amounts constantly (Hours or minuets at a time) just because I got on their nerves... Anyways that’s beside the point. The server shut down, and only 2 months later came back online. The forum had of course been wiped and remodelled; I must say I loved the remake. However registration didn't open for a long time. The obsession of this website had me on it almost 20/7 Waiting for it to open.... When it finally did open I was the 11th of 18,000 members to register again. Those other 18,000 members joined within a month. I registered within 5 minuets of it opening...
*****
Six months later.
The server owner went bad. His servers were getting extremely popular and he was loosing more an more interest in the servers.
(My girlfriend had left me a while back. She wanted sex... And I was only 14. It wasn't something I was ready for. So she got pissed.)
So with his loss of interest in the servers there were more and more frequent errors that his loyal server overseer, "Dark poet" or Josh IRL ended up overhauling the whole thing. While he just paid for the servers. One day Kevin (server owner) decided to screw this. And he stopped coming to the site, though he still paid. Slowly but surly the donation account grew. And before long it was reaching the $4,000 USD mark. Kevin was ready to get back into it and buy a new server. When suddenly some random idiot, who all the X Wolfians loath, donated $3,000 USD. Jumping the donation count to nearing $7,000. Kevin couldn't help himself. He shut down his servers and refused communication from anyone related to WolfRO.
**
To this day WolfRO still effects me... I was the most loyal member of the WolfRO forum, not the game, and for the longest time i simply sat on my computer refreshing the site. Waiting for it to be restored...
That was in February. Until June I did this. Until I gave up heart and Un-installed WolfRO for good.
Just yesterday I came across a picture. Used on a thread in WolfRO called post your workstation. It contained my workstation... and the open WolfRO homepage. I'll admit it made me cry. So here I am now, feeling down. I don't expect sympathy, as it is a trivial matter. But I really wanted to share it.
As well as these things.
Amazing source for Anime sheet music:
Huge source for Video game music:
Large source for TV Links:
Please feel free to comment. I feel better telling everyone this story.
*Please note that not everything in this story is 100% accurate.* Though it is extremely close.
And please for my sake don't flame me. This is a personal story, and it was harder then you think it was to write this. I placed it here for the sake of placement. I've shown it to the people who really cared, and believed me. They didn't flame me. They agreed with me.
I've recently just had a huge personality change, and I'm feeling the pain.
Here's my story.
A few years ago I met this girl, who was in fact very beautiful. She was basically all I thought about for a long time. One day a few months into our relationship she showed me a website. "www.wolfro.com". It was an online server for the MMORPG Ragnarok Online. I instantly fell in love with this site, and became a well-hated forum whore. I, of course, had friends. Many of whom were apart of the staff. I also had haters, most of whom were in the staff. I was banned for small amounts constantly (Hours or minuets at a time) just because I got on their nerves... Anyways that’s beside the point. The server shut down, and only 2 months later came back online. The forum had of course been wiped and remodelled; I must say I loved the remake. However registration didn't open for a long time. The obsession of this website had me on it almost 20/7 Waiting for it to open.... When it finally did open I was the 11th of 18,000 members to register again. Those other 18,000 members joined within a month. I registered within 5 minuets of it opening...
*****
Six months later.
The server owner went bad. His servers were getting extremely popular and he was loosing more an more interest in the servers.
(My girlfriend had left me a while back. She wanted sex... And I was only 14. It wasn't something I was ready for. So she got pissed.)
So with his loss of interest in the servers there were more and more frequent errors that his loyal server overseer, "Dark poet" or Josh IRL ended up overhauling the whole thing. While he just paid for the servers. One day Kevin (server owner) decided to screw this. And he stopped coming to the site, though he still paid. Slowly but surly the donation account grew. And before long it was reaching the $4,000 USD mark. Kevin was ready to get back into it and buy a new server. When suddenly some random idiot, who all the X Wolfians loath, donated $3,000 USD. Jumping the donation count to nearing $7,000. Kevin couldn't help himself. He shut down his servers and refused communication from anyone related to WolfRO.
**
To this day WolfRO still effects me... I was the most loyal member of the WolfRO forum, not the game, and for the longest time i simply sat on my computer refreshing the site. Waiting for it to be restored...
That was in February. Until June I did this. Until I gave up heart and Un-installed WolfRO for good.
Just yesterday I came across a picture. Used on a thread in WolfRO called post your workstation. It contained my workstation... and the open WolfRO homepage. I'll admit it made me cry. So here I am now, feeling down. I don't expect sympathy, as it is a trivial matter. But I really wanted to share it.
As well as these things.
Amazing source for Anime sheet music:
Huge source for Video game music:
Large source for TV Links:
Please feel free to comment. I feel better telling everyone this story.
*Please note that not everything in this story is 100% accurate.* Though it is extremely close.
And please for my sake don't flame me. This is a personal story, and it was harder then you think it was to write this. I placed it here for the sake of placement. I've shown it to the people who really cared, and believed me. They didn't flame me. They agreed with me.
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