My gf just broke up with me yesterday, just a few days after Rebirths gf broke up with him. Rebirth and I pretty much help eachother with everything girl wise. The only difference is my gf (Clandestinity on here" lived about 200km away, and I met her in real life twice, once for for 3 days (slept over at her house) and the other, she came here and we went downtown Toronto for the day. These were the best days of my life (that I can recall) I love her greatly because she is a wonderful person and has more than the above average qualities I am looking for in a girl.
This went on for about 3 months. It's astonishing, after going through all this, and seeing how women lie, and change their minds sparatically, almost over night about how they feel about you. I don't know how they can live like that, or even feel bad about it. The whole 3 months she said the most (what I thought to be) the most meaningful things,the most beautfiul things, I really thought she was serious. but then suddenly, almost literally over night she had decided that the relationship was too much for her and she felt tied down and wanted to be single, and had no choice but to end it. I have a feeling a lot of it had to do with her mother, because she did not approve of me being 18, and her being 15. I don't blame her for that, but I think if Ally really loved me it wouldn't have mattered. Yes, I am very heartbroken, and feel betrayed beyond belief, but it's easy to tell yourself it's not the end of your life, it's just hard to believe it.
After 3 months of everything we went through, I just can't believe she could end it all at the drop of a hat. I am wondering if it's still worth it to fight for her back, or if I should move on and try find someone closer to my area, but at the same time i'd feel wrong dating another girl, feels like i'm cheating on Ally for some reason.
So basically i'm wondering, (opinions) if love can just be dropped, and blocked out of someone? It's just impossible to think that she loved me, then over a 2 day period, after consulting Rebirth and his ex (Erika aka Kazumi-chan), that she decided that it is "too much" and can't do it anymore. Like, if you couldn't do it, why would you wait so long to tell me? It's as if she TRIED to hurt me, without hurting herself. When her friends talked to her about it, she got wise to me and figured out that I asked them to see if they could get me anymore info, and she replied to them saying "he can talk to me himself". Is this suggesting she WANTS me to talk to her? or that I just shouldn't get other people to do my own dirty work. We haven't talked at all today, and didn't talk all of last night.
I haven't thought out this post clearly since it's uh, 4:15 am right now, but it's what's going through my mind at the moment. Not expecting great comments but it's worth a try.
This went on for about 3 months. It's astonishing, after going through all this, and seeing how women lie, and change their minds sparatically, almost over night about how they feel about you. I don't know how they can live like that, or even feel bad about it. The whole 3 months she said the most (what I thought to be) the most meaningful things,the most beautfiul things, I really thought she was serious. but then suddenly, almost literally over night she had decided that the relationship was too much for her and she felt tied down and wanted to be single, and had no choice but to end it. I have a feeling a lot of it had to do with her mother, because she did not approve of me being 18, and her being 15. I don't blame her for that, but I think if Ally really loved me it wouldn't have mattered. Yes, I am very heartbroken, and feel betrayed beyond belief, but it's easy to tell yourself it's not the end of your life, it's just hard to believe it.
After 3 months of everything we went through, I just can't believe she could end it all at the drop of a hat. I am wondering if it's still worth it to fight for her back, or if I should move on and try find someone closer to my area, but at the same time i'd feel wrong dating another girl, feels like i'm cheating on Ally for some reason.
So basically i'm wondering, (opinions) if love can just be dropped, and blocked out of someone? It's just impossible to think that she loved me, then over a 2 day period, after consulting Rebirth and his ex (Erika aka Kazumi-chan), that she decided that it is "too much" and can't do it anymore. Like, if you couldn't do it, why would you wait so long to tell me? It's as if she TRIED to hurt me, without hurting herself. When her friends talked to her about it, she got wise to me and figured out that I asked them to see if they could get me anymore info, and she replied to them saying "he can talk to me himself". Is this suggesting she WANTS me to talk to her? or that I just shouldn't get other people to do my own dirty work. We haven't talked at all today, and didn't talk all of last night.
I haven't thought out this post clearly since it's uh, 4:15 am right now, but it's what's going through my mind at the moment. Not expecting great comments but it's worth a try.
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