I'm Sorry

**Mahou** · 09-18-2016, 03:49 PM

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Who are you &inb4ban

Serious note - if you're truly sorry about what you have done in the past, show it through your actions. It takes time to regain someone's trust.

**TheDiamondCrafter2** · 09-18-2016, 03:50 PM

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Exactly, Mahou. I will show it. I will.

**psychoangel691** · 09-18-2016, 04:23 PM

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Originally posted by TheDiamondCrafter2

Look, I know a lot of you may not know me, but you surely know who Tonic Studios is. It's my main account, and I cheated in the DF tournament and disrespected poor innocent staff members. I just wanted to say to all of you, I'm sorry for everything I've done. I know I'm not supposed to use a second account while on a ban, it's just that I had to say this.

I have been extremely depressed lately and it's getting to my head. I insult people, ruin friendships, almost daily. I am trying my hardest to fix this.

I would like to personally say sorry to PsychoAngel691 (I think that's her name.) I have done so much to hurt you. I am so sorry, Kayla. I really am. I know you may not believe me, nor ever like me ever again, and I can understand that, but know, when I come off of my 6 month ban (3-17-17) I will come as a better person.

TC_Halogen, I am extremely sorry as well. I cannot believe what I did to you and Kayla. It was so rude of me to disrespect you two.

To everyone else who I disrespected/abused/did anything to; I am sorry. I am sorry that I was like that. I promise that when I come back, I will make everything up.

As for when I cheated in the DF tournament. Wow, I was such a fucking dumbass. And yes, feel free to call me a dumbass in the replies. I deserve it. I still don't know why I cheated. I had the skill to do even better than that. I was just scared I was going to lose. (I know, sounds stupid, but its true.)

If you read through this entire long letter, I'm sorry.

PS: Please don't double my ban, I just couldn't keep this in. Thank you.

You were told if you ban evaded it would be doubled, that's been the rule forever. If you wanted to reach us you should have used other resources to do so. You have ways to get in contact with us.

**Charu** · 09-18-2016, 04:23 PM

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. . . There you go, just like that. Admitting a mistake and admitting faults is a very good start to becoming a better person.

I'm gonna vouch for DiamondCrafter not to get an extend banned for when mods no doubt see this thread.

Just... don't post on this account anymore. Like after this post, please, for your sake, don't post anything else.

But I would like to say you gained a little bit of lost respect back from me. See ya when I see ya then.

**TheDiamondCrafter2** · 09-18-2016, 04:26 PM

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Psycho, all I wanted to do was to say sorry. I wasn't going to use this account to evade a ban. I just needed to tell everyone that. I'm not going to post anything else. I'm literally about to log out. Thanks Charu.

**YoshL** · 09-18-2016, 04:28 PM

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Originally posted by TheDiamondCrafter2

I wasn't going to use this account to evade a ban.

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**psychoangel691** · 09-18-2016, 04:29 PM

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Originally posted by Charu

. . . There you go, just like that. Admitting a mistake and admitting faults is a very good start to becoming a better person.

I'm gonna vouch for DiamondCrafter not to get an extend banned for when mods no doubt see this thread.

Just... don't post on this account anymore. Like after this post, please, for your sake, don't post anything else.

But I would like to say you gained a little bit of lost respect back from me. See ya when I see ya then.

He was warned in his ban that if he used another account it would be doubled. He's also apologized more than once and gone right back to the same stuff he's done before you've seen it on discord, which is where he could have done his apology.

Originally posted by TheDiamondCrafter2

Psycho, all I wanted to do was to say sorry. I wasn't going to use this account to evade a ban. I just needed to tell everyone that. I'm not going to post anything else. I'm literally about to log out. Thanks Charu.

This is evading a ban, you're posting on the forums with another account after your account was banned.

**Charu** · 09-18-2016, 04:31 PM

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...I said don't post again.

Originally posted by TheDiamondCrafter2

(3-17-17) I will come as a better person.

Make that 9-17-17 now. See ya then

**drizzleRomanceGirl** · 09-18-2016, 05:05 PM

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I don't know you, but I care about you and I hope you feel better.

**Vrasms** · 09-18-2016, 05:50 PM

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I didn't know FFR had drama. There are like 8 people that play this lmfao. Holy moly this is fun.

**Deadlyx39** · 09-18-2016, 05:55 PM

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Who cheats on a game that hasn't been popular in 8 years lmao

**Mahou** · 09-18-2016, 05:57 PM

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Originally posted by Vrasms

I didn't know FFR had drama. There are like 8 people that play this lmfao. Holy moly this is fun.

Congrats on your first post.

**inDheart** · 09-18-2016, 06:34 PM

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Originally posted by Deadlyx39

Who cheats on a game that hasn't been popular in 8 years lmao

especially in such a zero-reward environment

a year off should do him some good

**Spenner** · 09-18-2016, 06:42 PM

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Well, if you can read this still, sorry for your feelings of pain related to this. It's just the laws of the site, and with competition comes consideration of those laws. Don't beat yourself up about it even further, and try to not "take the game with you" in subsequent days of being banned. We can do some pretty shameful things even when stakes are high-- just eat the punishment for what it is, and channel your focus on something you can perfect that isn't FFR. There's alway stepmania that you can basement-train for FFR in the meantime with, or another craft.

Don't let thoughts of this game be a symptom of your depression, this ol game doesn't deserve that status. Hit me up on skype if you feel like you're really struggling to adapt away from the game, you needn't be in complete isolation while learning from this~

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