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[Tarrik]

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Thank you everyone..You're like a second family to me..I just got off the phone to a psychologist and have an appointment to see them..probably get anti-depressents out of it..Will also speak to a counciler. Hakulyte, i would explain..but despite FFR being my 2nd home, i can't go into depth about that stuff here..I would rather speak to a professional.

[xXAll-ProXx]

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I expected more from the FFR community. This doesn't seem to be a cry for attention, and even if it is, so be it. He is clearly having a lot of issues. If you don't have anything to contribute, then don't.

Tarrik, I'm glad you're alive and even though I haven't talked to you in a while I'd be glad to keep in touch with you again.

[yo man im awesome]

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Good to see you again, Tarrik. Good to see you.

[omega_grunt666]

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Just remember you've got a ton of people here who care about you, Plenty of people to talk to here should you feel the need to vent anything, or if you're just looking for a distraction.

Life can be really shitty some times, and its not healthy to take it all on alone, don't be afraid to open up a little. Keeping everything inside/to yourself can be very destructive, its good you are getting some help, Sorry it had to be something like this to finally act as a catalyst but the important thing is you are alright.

Now you don't really know me all that well (Nor I, you), I'm not very active on the site, but you should know that your actions in the community have had a positive influence on my experiences here. And I'm sure many would agree, you seem like a very nice person. So I really hope everything works out well for you, I wish you the best of luck with life and your recovery.

[.Layne.]

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I don't care if you don't me at all, I'm really grateful you're alive.

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[Sky Kitten]

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Just would like to place my input before I lock this thread - Tarrik, I'm glad you're still alive. No one deserves to feel the way you did. And I'm glad you're going to seek help.

Now, going to lock this thread as requested.

EDIT: One more thing, since Spitfire wanted to post something before I locked it.

[7:21:27 PM] Tristan: I was planning on posting this: Just remember you have only one shot at life and circumstances are everchanging. Once you've ended it, that's it. You cease to exist. No coming back from that. Is that really what you want?
Talk to people you trust about this and look for a psychiatrist who is able to help you further. It's good that you've acknowledged you need help, and I hope you find the help you need.