For any unwanted private messages, offers, or anything bothersome I've sent out to the FFR players I've met over the time I've been on this site. I was selfish and I believed I couldn't accomplish anything major on this site because I stuck out from the community. Sometimes I felt kind of desperate to interact with someone new around the site and make some friends but I feel like I've made myself look like an idiot to many people. I was a loser with small problems I could not mention to people. I still look back on all the mistakes I've made by being furious with this game and trusting some people; even posting scores that weren't fully legitimate. Worst of all, this message is all I can do to express some degree of despondency. I feel worse and worse each time I come to this site sometimes knowing that there are people who just dislike me in general (although I probably shouldn't care). I came to this conclusion in the past year as I've improved socially with people around me in school. It's time for me to take more responsibility for my self-being.
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Hey taking responsibility and acknowledging mistakes is a good step. I think you'll find that for the most part many of the people here have forgotten or moved on from what you have done in the past. Those who haven't can get over themselves. Welcome back, good to see you're still alive and well.
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I still come here remembering how badly I performed on the forums last year and just feel fucking offended by it. I'm kinda glad I made these mistakes on FFR where people will put up with my shit, and not in real life. That's the good thing about those memories though, it helps you not do it anymore. It's part of growing up I guess.
Anyway, good to see ya buddy. Cheer up and don't beat yourself up about it.Comment
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Whatever you do, don't look back at your very first posts/threads.
I regret
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Why do you think I created this new account and don't even mention my older one? lolComment
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Everyone's firsts posts (wherever they were) were terrible, by default. I still cringe thinking of my first posts...fuck i still cringe at posts i make today im fuccen trriblComment
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I don't even know what my first posts were. I don't even wanna know anyways.
Originally posted by JohnRedWolf87Charu the red-nosed Snivy
Had a very shiny nose
And if you ever saw it
You could even say it glows
All of the other Snivies
Used to laugh and call him names
They never let poor Charu
Join in any Snivy games
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Originally posted by Vendetta21All in all I would say that Charu not only won this game, his play made me reconsider how I play it.Comment
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