Why does the world hate me?

[My final account]

Why? This is my final account, I won't evade ban anymore (cause' I don't want to get IP banned)

Here I go, Devonin, I greatly respect your intelligence and thirst for knowledge and love for philosophy, in that way we share common interests, but what I want to say is, I don't want to here anything about scores from you, I have read the FFR rules MULTIPLE times and although the man in the chair may have cheated once when he was young and naive (it was a year ago), if he has matured, and has not cheated since then, isn't it fair to give him another chance? And if not, why single me out? All the other cheaters have had their second chance, why wasn't Hammy banned for using a false name to win money? Why wasn't Rubix banned from the beginning when he was suspected and when he became good, you didn't ban him, but you ban me? The man in the chair? Yukari made another account, he's not blacklisted! Why only me? Why must I be singled out by the community I love and god? I don't know, all I know is Devonin, as that logic is true, I still think that you, who have no major accomplishments in FFR the game, you who have never experienced the excitement of reaching a score only 30 others in the world have reached after hours of hard work and effort, and you who have never suffered the pain of being beaten by bullies, betrayed by friends, and the community you love, and you who have never had all your hard earned scores taken away from you at your one chance at happiness, to talk to me about FFR scores, hard work, and cheating.

I don't expect your sympathy, I just want to know, if someone in life makes 1 screw up, and one that is minor, and is never given a second chance, what would his point in living be? If a child, who is naive and doesn't know any better, is starving and steals bread, and is beaten to death, he doesn't learn the error of his ways, he never has a chance to repent, and therefore it has a negative effect on everyone. Let's say the child is just beaten, and then let go. The next day, he returns the bread he stole to the owner of the store, and in return for his effort at repentance, he is brutally abuse again, does this teach him a lesson? No, it teaches him that there is no point in being nice or fair because all it does is bring pain.

I feel the same way about now, after trying again and again to be a good member of the community, and get knocked down for what I did a year ago

Fine, if you don't unblacklist me after this, I won't come back, I don't care anymore, I've received enough pain from this site, and the joy I sustained can't even compare to the pain the people have put me through

Think critically about this Devonin, you don't need my forgiveness, but like in the story, does this teach him a lesson? Or that the "nice guy" really does, finish last

[sumzup]

Re: Why does the world hate me?

wtf I doubt this is your final account. I can kinda sympathize, but really, stop spamming and doing all of this publically.

[devonin]

Re: Why does the world hate me?

You said if you got a straight and correct answer, you would stop creating accounts. I gave you such an answer, and you created another account anyway. You've already broken enough extra rules "asking for another chance" to earn you a permaban all on its own, and you wonder why people aren't sympathetic to your pleas to be given another chance?

Okay, I'll retroactively give your first evasion account a second chance, oh look, you're permabanned again for rampant ban evasion. I'm sorry you feel you are ill done by, but you asked for someone to tell you why you were blacklisted and I told you. You were blacklisted for cheating, and then also banned for creating a huge amount of drama on the forums. Even if we wanted to give you another chance on the cheating front, you -still- were guilty of ban evasion for creating accounts in evasion of the forum ban that accompanyed your blacklisting. As I said, there are more than enough evasions there to generate a second permaban anyway.

I don't know anything about Hammy doing any sort of cheating, presumably it was before my time. Rubix wasn't banned because Rubix didn't cheat, and you did. That's why you were punished and he wasn't. Because you broke rules and he didn't.

you who have never suffered the pain of being beaten by bullies, betrayed by friends, and the community you love

You who cross about 4 lines right here, have absolutely no clue what you are talking about, and don't know the first single thing about my life and how I've lived it, you can shut your mouth.

If a child, who is naive and doesn't know any better, is starving and steals bread, and is beaten to death, he doesn't learn the error of his ways

Dude...think about this...you CHEATED AT AN ONLINE GAME. How dare you compare your willful disregard for the rules out of a desire to brag about false accomplishments to someone needing to steal to meet a basic necessity of life.

Think critically about this Devonin, you don't need my forgiveness, but like in the story, does this teach him a lesson?

Teaches you to stop BREAKING RULES to try and tell us all about how you DON'T break rules anymore. If you'd simply stayed away for a long enough span of time, come back quietly and reasonably asked, in private, for another chance, chances are very good you would have been given one. Instead, you lied about who you were when confronted, ban evaded multiple times to somehow try and prove that you weren't a rulebreaker anymore, accused staff of lying directly to your face, and then broke a promise to not continue to evade if you were given a reasonable answer to your question.

No un-blacklisting, Another permaban, and if you evade again, even if you "just want to respond to this post" we go to your ISP. This site may have membership available to anybody who wants to sign up, but that doesn't mean we can't reserve the right to tell individuals that they are no longer welcome here. You're tresspassing, and you're harassing the forum community.