I'm wasting a lot of time playing FFR.
To give you an idea, today I had a room to clean, homework to do, and a hard drive to format. All after waking up at 1:30pm (somewhat because of FFR)
So I went onto my computer at 2:00pm, and told myself that I was only going to play one song. I ended up hanging out on FFR until now, 9:35pm, with nothing done.
The reason I play so much is because of an unquenched need for human acceptance. All I'm doing is trying to improve my average level rank so I can one day post it and feel moderately accomplished. The problem is I can only play straight index and I'm not very good compared to most serious players.
This is, however, becoming a serious addiction. It is affecting my grades, my social life, and my health. I love FFR so much though, any type of rhythm game just gives me such a good feeling that I feel like I'm on some type of narcotic. After playing a good stepfile I feel so good I could literally start convulsing around the room.
I just wanted to get this off my mind. I am now officially going to only play rhythm games for fun, because they are irrationally controlling my life.
Thanks
Level ranks for Could_Strife007
1 Love You Anymore 186,000
1 Bubbleman Stage Theme 213,900
1 Trip to the Moon (Club Remix) 221,650
1 Dance 2 This 249,550
1 Seattle's Finest (Parental Advisory) 261,950
1 SuperMario 8bit Eighties Remix 269,700
1 This Beat is For Tha Streets! 280,550
1 Computer Dreams 288,300
1 Moonlight Sonata 310,000
1 Stay With Me (Unlikely) 382,850
1 Activity Unbroken 385,950
1 Soul Shift (ffr edit) 390,600
1 Falling Into You 466,550
1 Spontaneous Hydroxide 492,900
1 Alpha Helix 571,950
1 That Tethnic Vibe 657,200
2 Halcyon 232,500
63 4F73R M3 (FFR edit) 1,370,605
68 Elements 816,025
69 Until The End 692,750
102 Ingenuity 604,890
111 136.6 856,985
114 Metalman Goes Clubbing 716,825
118 Legend of Zelda Remix 453,225
125 Mercury Lamp 1,577,205
144 Get Ready 2 Rokk 1,664,400
146 Mega Man 2 - Dr. Wily Theme #1 478,675
150 Hungarian Dance #5 871,255
151 Jurs OP 831,485
154 Funk in G 998,725
156 Boss Machine (Sonic2) 890,975
157 Play It Funky 773,310
157 Pretty Green Onions 1,662,020
168 Ball of Malt 663,730
170 Emotions 772,560
171 Stay With Me (V2) 858,325
174 The Essential 603,400
176 Start Something 568,200
177 100 Bar Blackout 546,555
183 Courage 1,284,645
188 Slap Guitar 2 753,275
191 Crowdpleaser 1,112,430
193 BB Evolution 1,495,520
196 Norgers 704,600
228 One Last Battle 890,425
230 Vertex BETA 1,208,015
237 That is Fair 904,910
244 Parachute (stupid clowns) 725,905
247 Horizon 887,050
250 Aztec Templing (Techno-Titlan mix) 997,840
254 Resurrection In Progress 1,051,955
257 Pants 1,901,080
260 The Games We Played, Part 4 1,309,415
262 The Return F SuperDouble 689,000
266 January's Song 973,960
268 Sepia 996,565
270 RainDrops 720,475
273 Turbulence 927,175
273 {Frozen} 1,670,575
274 Shag 797,400
277 She Bangs (William Hung Version) 290,300
280 Fett's Vette 781,100
283 Beethoven Virus 708,955
288 Rondo Alla Turca V2 2,093,600
291 R176 830,045
298 Final Fantasy 7 Battle 1,239,950
300 Improvisation et Chien 494,620
305 Breaking the Common 878,575
305 20031023 1,716,385
308 Platypus 638,050
314 Dr Willy Theme V2 481,775
315 Story of Snowman and Sunshine Girl 822,410
328 Video Out A 592,330
341 Honolulu 520,215
347 X-Dreamer Final Cut 933,030
351 Crystalis - House Leaves (Remix) 432,185
351 Domani 1,327,085
357 Brightone 1,084,340
360 Thinking Different 1,393,955
365 MAX Forever 4,019,855
383 Bubble Bobble Hillbilly Rodeo 1,108,190
406 Delirium 1,653,990
410 Wish (For FFR) 1,528,555
412 Hanabi 1,506,750
426 ESC - Super Version 1,219,600
431 Tension 1,219,865
433 Song For The Nihonjins 2,195,955
434 Let Me Be Your Pirate 891,210
434 Z 1,332,495
439 Incognito 882,660
445 From Mount Chorus 1,600,870
446 Pondering Stuff 519,030
450 SkellyBones 461,525
450 World of Dreams 1,582,845
460 I Can See The Light 740,680
460 Victims And Martyrs 1,473,910
471 Snowflakes 605,775
473 Tribal Revival 1,036,090
477 Coactive 888,120
482 Lethal Injection 1,134,000
491 For Who I Am 284,375
491 Noir Remixed 854,740
491 RunnyMorning (SGX MIX) 870,515
494 Gaussian Blur 3 0
494 Molto Vivace 707,175
495 Force Of Light 1,194,800
497 Turkish March 584,550
499 The Games We Played, Part 5 1,382,895
505 Maple Leaf Rag 1,773,155
507 Let Mom Sleep 687,940
508 Palindrome 585,750
511 Destiny 942,235
516 The Games We Played, Part 2 960,985
521 Sensorium 1,812,595
522 Massive (ffr remix) 537,200
523 Abtrusity 758,840
531 Go Go Go Power Rangers 815,015
531 {Firestorm} 1,053,380
543 One Minute Waltz 503,315
546 Resistance 418,850
553 HELLBEAT 422,735
555 Tetris Remix 834,470
564 FFR Evolution 1,175,795
565 Switchback (FFR Edit) 629,650
572 Silence 1,310,705
576 Green Twilight FFR Edit 954,780
580 Rottel-da-station 651,670
587 The Games We Played, Part 3 1,103,400
587 Troglodytic Epica 1,198,480
596 Tribal Transcendency 1,097,460
600 Revolutionary Etude 946,900
605 Cutting Circles 850,055
629 Cat Walk 2 564,605
635 Summer -Speedy Mix- 0
635 Synesthetic FFR Edit 744,185
636 Rondo Alla Turca 1,273,735
641 Get Down 1,172,360
645 Grand Gallop Chromatique 973,675
656 ASB 918,270
666 Torinouta (Noise Rave Mix) 979,625
670 Jelly Roll Blues 582,765
678 AIM Anthem 450,365
686 Coat Czech 513,715
701 Hyper Pressure 1,478,420
707 The Games We Played, Part 1 1,037,845
710 Come With Me 492,030
735 {Blaze} 1,299,155
736 Be Princess 636,805
745 For FFR 854,360
748 Fantranstic 1,047,865
750 Mother Of God 1,198,835
753 Lovely Lovely Lovely 819,205
755 Famouz 326,005
760 The Color of Battle 452,500
771 Hungarian Dance #7 423,395
779 Playdoh 1,215,085
781 Get on the Move 549,225
783 Air 1,603,085
784 Secret Zombie Room 568,575
794 Water Like Pudding 780,680
798 Sonic 1 Final Zone 274,525
804 Science Genius Girl (lameboy mix) 927,240
812 Etude To A Dragon 799,460
813 Terror From Beyond 785,185
813 Gradeus 1,213,525
821 Burnout 695,280
822 Flight of the Bumblebee 561,945
829 Kick Your A 968,885
835 Save Me 769,975
842 Stalled Out and Sushi Bars 909,735
848 Dendrite 801,305
854 Below The Surface 509,760
855 Caprice 693,545
861 Last Firstborn 815,085
864 Sky Dive 943,825
865 Chaotic Sound 1,060,750
867 dot death (Steath Remix) 981,845
868 Too Tight 557,105
873 Uber Rave V2 1,068,130
873 Klung Kung 1,256,320
874 Life Goes On 613,425
874 Halogen 1,205,060
876 {Red Alert} 397,450
878 Nova Pulser 620,485
891 Strangeprogram 663,060
891 Euphoria 663,410
896 Ruins 549,040
896 Legend 894,995
899 {Rose} 1,049,635
908 Carol Megamix 1,315,200
911 8-Bit Day Dreamer 572,015
913 Epic 979,645
915 Exciting Hyper Highspeed Star 782,305
917 Freak Out 440,375
919 Just Died 1,158,480
920 Libertine 742,800
924 Evil Approaches 787,615
933 Lawn Wake IV 512,780
936 NeoMAX 1,066,785
941 Balloon Fever 592,680
942 Straight To Video 1,388,125
950 Splash Beats 703,285
959 Contra- distinction 470,900
982 Classical Insanity 772,675
985 Chrono Trigger - Boss Theme 527,030
986 Moonbeam 1,332,000
987 Visions (NRGyzd mix) 1,328,310
989 Uber Rave 1,046,420
990 End Night 802,990
994 Carrousel Paradise 720,435
995 Party 4u - HolyNightRemix V2 561,545
1,010 CIA Rave 1,626,230
1,030 Salad for Your Tuesday 539,280
1,037 Blank Knowing 599,100
1,057 See You Dance 587,200
1,089 Kick It 853,810
1,139 Night Of Flight 1,487,475
1,180 Euthanasia 1,005,330
1,199 Deep Breath 1,039,905
1,263 La Luna Caida 575,730
Average: 527.66363636364
To give you an idea, today I had a room to clean, homework to do, and a hard drive to format. All after waking up at 1:30pm (somewhat because of FFR)
So I went onto my computer at 2:00pm, and told myself that I was only going to play one song. I ended up hanging out on FFR until now, 9:35pm, with nothing done.
The reason I play so much is because of an unquenched need for human acceptance. All I'm doing is trying to improve my average level rank so I can one day post it and feel moderately accomplished. The problem is I can only play straight index and I'm not very good compared to most serious players.
This is, however, becoming a serious addiction. It is affecting my grades, my social life, and my health. I love FFR so much though, any type of rhythm game just gives me such a good feeling that I feel like I'm on some type of narcotic. After playing a good stepfile I feel so good I could literally start convulsing around the room.
I just wanted to get this off my mind. I am now officially going to only play rhythm games for fun, because they are irrationally controlling my life.
Thanks
Level ranks for Could_Strife007
1 Love You Anymore 186,000
1 Bubbleman Stage Theme 213,900
1 Trip to the Moon (Club Remix) 221,650
1 Dance 2 This 249,550
1 Seattle's Finest (Parental Advisory) 261,950
1 SuperMario 8bit Eighties Remix 269,700
1 This Beat is For Tha Streets! 280,550
1 Computer Dreams 288,300
1 Moonlight Sonata 310,000
1 Stay With Me (Unlikely) 382,850
1 Activity Unbroken 385,950
1 Soul Shift (ffr edit) 390,600
1 Falling Into You 466,550
1 Spontaneous Hydroxide 492,900
1 Alpha Helix 571,950
1 That Tethnic Vibe 657,200
2 Halcyon 232,500
63 4F73R M3 (FFR edit) 1,370,605
68 Elements 816,025
69 Until The End 692,750
102 Ingenuity 604,890
111 136.6 856,985
114 Metalman Goes Clubbing 716,825
118 Legend of Zelda Remix 453,225
125 Mercury Lamp 1,577,205
144 Get Ready 2 Rokk 1,664,400
146 Mega Man 2 - Dr. Wily Theme #1 478,675
150 Hungarian Dance #5 871,255
151 Jurs OP 831,485
154 Funk in G 998,725
156 Boss Machine (Sonic2) 890,975
157 Play It Funky 773,310
157 Pretty Green Onions 1,662,020
168 Ball of Malt 663,730
170 Emotions 772,560
171 Stay With Me (V2) 858,325
174 The Essential 603,400
176 Start Something 568,200
177 100 Bar Blackout 546,555
183 Courage 1,284,645
188 Slap Guitar 2 753,275
191 Crowdpleaser 1,112,430
193 BB Evolution 1,495,520
196 Norgers 704,600
228 One Last Battle 890,425
230 Vertex BETA 1,208,015
237 That is Fair 904,910
244 Parachute (stupid clowns) 725,905
247 Horizon 887,050
250 Aztec Templing (Techno-Titlan mix) 997,840
254 Resurrection In Progress 1,051,955
257 Pants 1,901,080
260 The Games We Played, Part 4 1,309,415
262 The Return F SuperDouble 689,000
266 January's Song 973,960
268 Sepia 996,565
270 RainDrops 720,475
273 Turbulence 927,175
273 {Frozen} 1,670,575
274 Shag 797,400
277 She Bangs (William Hung Version) 290,300
280 Fett's Vette 781,100
283 Beethoven Virus 708,955
288 Rondo Alla Turca V2 2,093,600
291 R176 830,045
298 Final Fantasy 7 Battle 1,239,950
300 Improvisation et Chien 494,620
305 Breaking the Common 878,575
305 20031023 1,716,385
308 Platypus 638,050
314 Dr Willy Theme V2 481,775
315 Story of Snowman and Sunshine Girl 822,410
328 Video Out A 592,330
341 Honolulu 520,215
347 X-Dreamer Final Cut 933,030
351 Crystalis - House Leaves (Remix) 432,185
351 Domani 1,327,085
357 Brightone 1,084,340
360 Thinking Different 1,393,955
365 MAX Forever 4,019,855
383 Bubble Bobble Hillbilly Rodeo 1,108,190
406 Delirium 1,653,990
410 Wish (For FFR) 1,528,555
412 Hanabi 1,506,750
426 ESC - Super Version 1,219,600
431 Tension 1,219,865
433 Song For The Nihonjins 2,195,955
434 Let Me Be Your Pirate 891,210
434 Z 1,332,495
439 Incognito 882,660
445 From Mount Chorus 1,600,870
446 Pondering Stuff 519,030
450 SkellyBones 461,525
450 World of Dreams 1,582,845
460 I Can See The Light 740,680
460 Victims And Martyrs 1,473,910
471 Snowflakes 605,775
473 Tribal Revival 1,036,090
477 Coactive 888,120
482 Lethal Injection 1,134,000
491 For Who I Am 284,375
491 Noir Remixed 854,740
491 RunnyMorning (SGX MIX) 870,515
494 Gaussian Blur 3 0
494 Molto Vivace 707,175
495 Force Of Light 1,194,800
497 Turkish March 584,550
499 The Games We Played, Part 5 1,382,895
505 Maple Leaf Rag 1,773,155
507 Let Mom Sleep 687,940
508 Palindrome 585,750
511 Destiny 942,235
516 The Games We Played, Part 2 960,985
521 Sensorium 1,812,595
522 Massive (ffr remix) 537,200
523 Abtrusity 758,840
531 Go Go Go Power Rangers 815,015
531 {Firestorm} 1,053,380
543 One Minute Waltz 503,315
546 Resistance 418,850
553 HELLBEAT 422,735
555 Tetris Remix 834,470
564 FFR Evolution 1,175,795
565 Switchback (FFR Edit) 629,650
572 Silence 1,310,705
576 Green Twilight FFR Edit 954,780
580 Rottel-da-station 651,670
587 The Games We Played, Part 3 1,103,400
587 Troglodytic Epica 1,198,480
596 Tribal Transcendency 1,097,460
600 Revolutionary Etude 946,900
605 Cutting Circles 850,055
629 Cat Walk 2 564,605
635 Summer -Speedy Mix- 0
635 Synesthetic FFR Edit 744,185
636 Rondo Alla Turca 1,273,735
641 Get Down 1,172,360
645 Grand Gallop Chromatique 973,675
656 ASB 918,270
666 Torinouta (Noise Rave Mix) 979,625
670 Jelly Roll Blues 582,765
678 AIM Anthem 450,365
686 Coat Czech 513,715
701 Hyper Pressure 1,478,420
707 The Games We Played, Part 1 1,037,845
710 Come With Me 492,030
735 {Blaze} 1,299,155
736 Be Princess 636,805
745 For FFR 854,360
748 Fantranstic 1,047,865
750 Mother Of God 1,198,835
753 Lovely Lovely Lovely 819,205
755 Famouz 326,005
760 The Color of Battle 452,500
771 Hungarian Dance #7 423,395
779 Playdoh 1,215,085
781 Get on the Move 549,225
783 Air 1,603,085
784 Secret Zombie Room 568,575
794 Water Like Pudding 780,680
798 Sonic 1 Final Zone 274,525
804 Science Genius Girl (lameboy mix) 927,240
812 Etude To A Dragon 799,460
813 Terror From Beyond 785,185
813 Gradeus 1,213,525
821 Burnout 695,280
822 Flight of the Bumblebee 561,945
829 Kick Your A 968,885
835 Save Me 769,975
842 Stalled Out and Sushi Bars 909,735
848 Dendrite 801,305
854 Below The Surface 509,760
855 Caprice 693,545
861 Last Firstborn 815,085
864 Sky Dive 943,825
865 Chaotic Sound 1,060,750
867 dot death (Steath Remix) 981,845
868 Too Tight 557,105
873 Uber Rave V2 1,068,130
873 Klung Kung 1,256,320
874 Life Goes On 613,425
874 Halogen 1,205,060
876 {Red Alert} 397,450
878 Nova Pulser 620,485
891 Strangeprogram 663,060
891 Euphoria 663,410
896 Ruins 549,040
896 Legend 894,995
899 {Rose} 1,049,635
908 Carol Megamix 1,315,200
911 8-Bit Day Dreamer 572,015
913 Epic 979,645
915 Exciting Hyper Highspeed Star 782,305
917 Freak Out 440,375
919 Just Died 1,158,480
920 Libertine 742,800
924 Evil Approaches 787,615
933 Lawn Wake IV 512,780
936 NeoMAX 1,066,785
941 Balloon Fever 592,680
942 Straight To Video 1,388,125
950 Splash Beats 703,285
959 Contra- distinction 470,900
982 Classical Insanity 772,675
985 Chrono Trigger - Boss Theme 527,030
986 Moonbeam 1,332,000
987 Visions (NRGyzd mix) 1,328,310
989 Uber Rave 1,046,420
990 End Night 802,990
994 Carrousel Paradise 720,435
995 Party 4u - HolyNightRemix V2 561,545
1,010 CIA Rave 1,626,230
1,030 Salad for Your Tuesday 539,280
1,037 Blank Knowing 599,100
1,057 See You Dance 587,200
1,089 Kick It 853,810
1,139 Night Of Flight 1,487,475
1,180 Euthanasia 1,005,330
1,199 Deep Breath 1,039,905
1,263 La Luna Caida 575,730
Average: 527.66363636364
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