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  • Netjet!
    Sic itur ad astra
    FFR Simfile Author
    • Jan 2008
    • 4701

    #1

    Why I keep playing

    Over the past few years, I've stopped playing FFR for different reasons - busy with schoolwork, no time in general to play, or just losing "the passion" or interest in FFR in general. I've found that I get tired of playing this game because of it's repetitiveness and that, basically, I'm just sitting at a computer tapping at keys.

    A few days ago, I thought I would try to clean up my levelranks to boost my average rank, just for fun. I'm only about 20 songs in which is a start, but through this I've remembered why I play this game so much: the feeling of accomplishment after completing a song with a good score is exhilarating. I know I'm not of the skill level as many of you all here, but I still find it awesome when I get pretty decent scores on some songs.

    The one I just played recently was Devotion and Desire - sightread play so it cut off a good chunk of my avrank, and I did pretty well on it.



    In a song like this, there isn't much time for a good break (at my level, probably easy for some but regardless). Near the end, there's a sort of fast triplet section that switches patterns for a good 30 seconds. I played through it, and my fingers tensed up. Eyes locked on the screen, making sure I hit the notes at the right time. I AAA it. In my mind, I'm literally screaming "HOLY SHIT YES" and I smirk a little. My adrenaline jumps some and I'm totally pumped. When the song ends, I sit back on my chair, and just sigh. Holy shit, that was probably the funnest FFR experience I've had in a while.


    It's times like that when I realize why I love, and keep playing this game. There's such a variety of different genres, patterns, styles, difficulties and more that the game never really gets boring for me. I'm not saying I speak for everyone, because they have their own quirks and tastes. I mean hey, sometimes I get really pissed that I don't do well on a song and exclaim loudly how this game is a steaming pile of shit. But I don't mean it, I'm just mad that I didn't do better on the song. The game itself is really cool, and the whole "rhythm game" scene is something that when you start playing, you can never really leave it.

    I think the thread on the philosophy of stepmania/rhythm gaming really substantiates this and adds to the discussion of rhythm gaming (albeit more than just the arrow-tapping side of it), so if you haven't read it, please do.


    I don't know why I made this thread (probably just pumped up from playing), but I hope some of you take away from this that even if you don't do well on a song, appreciating why you continue to play this arrow-smashing game will boost your spirits.
    RIP Steve Van Ness <3
  • bmah
    shots FIRED
    Profile Moderator
    FFR Simfile Author
    Global Moderator
    • Oct 2003
    • 8448

    #2
    Re: Why I keep playing

    I'm glad you're just enjoying the game as it should be and not worrying about other aspects that might nag you.

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    • Xx{Midnight}xX
      FFR Player
      • Aug 2007
      • 8548

      #3
      Re: Why I keep playing

      Just cause you might not be on the same level with others doesn't make anything you accomplish any less impressive.

      Nice score and glad yer enjoying it.

      I've found a way to keep it interesting for myself, which is learning new ways to tackle the same charts.

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