After a four day weekend, school is going to put me to sleep. Oh well, I'll see my friends. And I can finally do soccer again! My heart is galavanting (or however you spell that word) through my body, spreading happiness about like a person on a heart costume for Halloween giving out candy.

These past few days, my mind has been in a jumble. I'm not quite sure of anything. I know he wants the best of me, and he wants the best for me, but what kind of good comes outta my predicament? I'm confused, in achy pain, my fun times are being taken away from me, my face is distorted from the inside-out, (a little exaggeration there ^^) and my brain is spinning on a new amusement ride, minus the 'amusement' part.

I keep trying to look for the bright side, but that side is being covered by a sheet of confusion with striped of worry, dots of anger, and tie-die patterns of fear-
Fear that I might be this way for a long long time.

They won again! Zion Beaver, 3-2. he put KEANE in as KEEPER! he's so dumb. but i suppose it was okay. Andrew got kicked in the thigh, then he put him in as winger, and Andrew was purty pissed about that.

So far, it's been three wins..
St. Paul 1-0
St. John Midland 4-1
Zion Beaver 3-2
keep it up y'all

Looks like i didn't need to worry about the St. Midland game at all. Our team won, 4-1. Apparently St. Midland's superstar 8th grade players all gone now, so they a whole bunch o' new people, which according to the rest of the team, were purty easy to crush 'n burn!!

now my only concern is that i don't bring us down as soon as can play...