*sigh* My beans are spilled... -.-
Posted on: September 23, 2007, at 05:40:53pm

These past few days, my mind has been in a jumble. I'm not quite sure of anything. I know he wants the best of me, and he wants the best for me, but what kind of good comes outta my predicament? I'm confused, in achy pain, my fun times are being taken away from me, my face is distorted from the inside-out, (a little exaggeration there ^^) and my brain is spinning on a new amusement ride, minus the 'amusement' part.

I keep trying to look for the bright side, but that side is being covered by a sheet of confusion with striped of worry, dots of anger, and tie-die patterns of fear-
Fear that I might be this way for a long long time.