In the month of June I made many mistakes. FFR was my playground. I was having fun without a care in my head. I made the fatal assumption that my behavior on the forums and in prochat was acceptable; I was wrong. I thought I was clever. I thought I was invincible. I would soon find out that I was not as powerful as I imagined myself to be. Initially I was banned for "bumping old threads, bumping bad threads, general poor posting and trolling". This first ban came to me as a surprise. Prior to that I hadn't even considered that I might be an annoyance, and I took the ban as a joke. Not only did I take it as a joke, I took it as an opportunity. I thought to myself "they banned me because of this? How silly. I'll give them a reason to ban me." This is when I started my journey into the dank depths permabandom. I didn't know what I was getting myself into. I didn't take anything seriously, not even myself. I made new accounts to evade my ban and continued to post on the forums. I

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