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  • RobbyZero
    FFR Player
    • Sep 2003
    • 4613

    #46
    Yea and they're the things making me go nuts.

    1.i suck in school,even though people tell me im smart when im a complete dumbass..
    2.people intentionally throw it in my face that ive failed twice when ive already explained to them it doesnt bother me
    3.ive been picked on my whole life and it doesnt seem to end...
    4.i dont know why but lots of people hate me ..when im just a cool guy....dunno whats not to like....im kind,i like to go out and shit w/e
    5.people are way too judgemental these days....
    6.I have no friends honestly....
    7.my social life is well.....anti social basically.......
    8.i dont have a job,i dont have my liscense yet
    9.ive never had a real girlfriend...which doesnt really bother me but will eventually bite me in the ass one day
    10.i cant seem to think of anymore right now but mostly it's cause im always alone,i chill sometimes will few certain persons but the rest hate me......

    I have the worst luck too,i always get hurt,or just plain unlucky...and from what i can remember i think i almost tryed to kill myself by i just couldnt picture myself doing it even though i wanted it so bad.....

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    • RobbyZero
      FFR Player
      • Sep 2003
      • 4613

      #47
      Yep that's good old robby,Going to fucken flip out one day and masacre the next mofo who fucks with him....

      Well that's all folks,i'll be back for 10pm Eastern Time

      Thank you,

      Farewell,

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      • Diabolicus
        FFR Player
        • Jul 2003
        • 948

        #48
        whoa robby i feel sorry for you, and not sarcastically, hmmmm....

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        • FFR Player
          • May 2002
          • 1088

          #49
          Diabolicus, this is why I hate him. He is like a CamWhore. He is probably 10.
          I bet he thinks that by doing this he's gonna get some real sympathy.
          .Fuckin sympathy, I hate it. It's for the weak, honestly.

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          • FFR Player
            • May 2002
            • 1088

            #50
            And, everyone thinks about suicide, it's not like its un-natural. You owuld be amazed at how many ways I've picutred myself dying. XD!

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            • Sinjin
              FFR Player
              • Jun 2003
              • 582

              #51
              Originally posted by RobbyZero
              Yea and they're the things making me go nuts.

              1.i suck in school,even though people tell me im smart when im a complete dumbass..
              2.people intentionally throw it in my face that ive failed twice when ive already explained to them it doesnt bother me
              3.ive been picked on my whole life and it doesnt seem to end...
              4.i dont know why but lots of people hate me ..when im just a cool guy....dunno whats not to like....im kind,i like to go out and (#$% w/e



              i think i almost tryed to kill myself by i just couldnt picture myself doing it even though i wanted it so bad.....
              You call those little things? Man...that's pretty deep. But seriously, it's not a big deal. Especially the stuff about not having a girlfriend and people picking on you...man, that happens to everyone, no matter how much you think it doesn't.

              If you be yourself, you'll find that you've made quite a few enemies just like that. Not everyone is the high school quarterback, getting drunk and laid every night while still being on the honor roll. I hate those people, but who doesn't?

              That's the way teenagers are, though. Sometimes they're just sad...it's the way we are.

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              • RobbyZero
                FFR Player
                • Sep 2003
                • 4613

                #52
                and yoshi you stupid cock if you would even show yourself in FFRCHAT id show you that im sixteen on my cam i'll fucking show you my medicare card and everything just tell me when man.


                yea sinjin but me when it's the constant repeating over and over im fed up of it man all my life...im fed up of my life i wish it would just end...

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                • FFR Player
                  • May 2002
                  • 1088

                  #53
                  I dont like you, because you sound like a pedophile. What do you mean show myself? I go to the chat at times, I have a picture in the user gallery. I dont Camwhore, I use my cam to make movies. Fool.

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                  • Sinjin
                    FFR Player
                    • Jun 2003
                    • 582

                    #54
                    Yeah, and sometimes those feelings can just overwhelm you sometimes...I went through a similar phase last year. Thoughts of suicide...even, well...let's just say I went farther than thinking about it. I won't go into detail, though. It's a sad, sad part of my life.

                    Of course, the reasons were social. What else could have caused it? But just give these things time, man, and they will go away. I love my social life now. It's not huge, just a group of three or four people that are close friends.

                    I know a guy that left our little group to be around, what, twenty people? He turned into a real asshole this year, pretending to be cool and shit. He wouldn't like the whole school to know he plays D&D, he a huge anime buff and a series of other things that portray him not to be as cool as he acts.

                    Not that there's anything wrong with those things, but do you really want to be around people that judge you like that?

                    Just find a few people that you really like...and just try and talk to girls, it makes you feel better. Sadness is huge...it runs deep...but sometimes we focus on it so much we lost sight of our own goddamn lives.

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                    • RobbyZero
                      FFR Player
                      • Sep 2003
                      • 4613

                      #55
                      Yea it's definetly deep in this case man,it's not the worse case you've ever seen but i dont try to act like someone im not,im not a poser,or wanna be im just me,i do want i want to do and thats it...


                      Yoshi- go to chat i will prove im not a pedophile nor a 10 year old ,ok?

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                      • Sinjin
                        FFR Player
                        • Jun 2003
                        • 582

                        #56
                        Yeah, and it's not fair, isn't it? What if all the posers were outcasts and the real people were socially dominant...but that's not the way it works.

                        If I cared about what people think I would not play DDR, I wouldn't listen to whatever music I liked, say whatever I felt like and read whatever I felt like. I also would not write whatever I wanted (that's probably the worst one)

                        Sometimes people will try and get you down for it...and sometimes it hurts, even when you pretend it doesn't. But you get a lot more respect that way.

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                        • RobbyZero
                          FFR Player
                          • Sep 2003
                          • 4613

                          #57
                          Well i really couldnt care less what people thought about me,just like yoshi i dont care i'll even prove it just to shut his face but he doesnt want to see cause he knows hes the little 10 year old so w/e

                          im just saying i have the worst luck ive ever seen man its so pathetic...everything bad happens to me all the time literally.....


                          what the fuck is a camwhore...man get your fucking vocabulary tuned up

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                          • Sinjin
                            FFR Player
                            • Jun 2003
                            • 582

                            #58
                            Well, I don't know if I believe that, but...like I said, it's not a big deal. Life has it's ups and downs, I'm riding my up right now...but when the low comes I just wait 'till it's over. Sometimes there's really nothing you can do.

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                            • RobbyZero
                              FFR Player
                              • Sep 2003
                              • 4613

                              #59
                              Well that's how it is,nothing I can do,one time i really was super happy i was looking forward to all these good times and then POOF just gone.....Like i said worst luck it's got to be me,only if you knew me better like some people do...

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                              • Sinjin
                                FFR Player
                                • Jun 2003
                                • 582

                                #60
                                Sometimes even the smallest thing can change it, though. My parents actually made me play sports when I really, really didn't want to. Man, junior high was hell enough, but when I think about if I wasn't playing volleyball and basketball...damn, that's painful. Hell, I was six foot two by the end of grade eight...I fucking owned...but somehow the posers and pretty boys always got the loudest cheers.

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