The Door
Posted on: May 15, 2014, at 09:38:25pm

There’s always something that lies in your heart,
It can be pain, love, problem or maybe even someone.
It may not be there every day or every week,
But when it comes to your mind, it becomes a long memory.
A memory of whoever or whatever it is.
And when it comes up in your mind, you try to avoid it and ignore it.
It’s like you try to shut a mental door to that memory.
But the door seems to never close.
You keep trying and trying for days, months and years.
Yet it still remains there in your mind and heart.
And remain in denial about it and turn away from it.
When you try dealing with it, your mind just gets confused as to what you should do.
You hesitate and wonder if it’s best to turn your back.
You constantly keep pushing the door as you think about this.
If you are strong enough, then in time you will close it
But if you aren’t, then that memory will keep haunting you.
And that memory will hurt people around you too if it involves or effects them.
It’s a constant mental battle to keep it in.
Don’t give in if it’s a good memory that leads to a bad memory,
Or if its just a bad memory in general.
Turn away from it and keep going on in life,
Stay where you are.
Because they say you never know what you have until you lose it.
You could have a good job, life, lover, family and you don’t even know it.
But if you hurt it and lose it, then getting it back can be very hard.
Just be careful what you say and how you are,
Because you could be hurting it.
Life is a battle and sometimes you have to fight yourself to prevent any pain to anyone.
Just remember the memories you have are always there,
Whether you close some of them or not is up to you.
But just know that going back to those memories can hurt others.
Don’t give, be strong and close the door.

-Sika 5/1/14