in school. i dunno why alex blocked my face or whatever rofl did pretty bad. accuracy on laptop sucks, its for speed hehe

stepping a shitload of oster project thanks midday i love you

I really don't care about FFR anymore lol

http://www.lantis.jp/new-release/data.php?id=766b40b658529b0be9902d087106b0bc

I have to apply to this "Columbia University - Science Honors Program" thing. It runs throughout the academic year for freshman~juniors in high school. Every Saturday, I have to go there and take courses (free though) on all these science concepts. I don't want to do it at all, as I have enough work to do, my Saturdays are my only days to really relax on, and I'm just not interested in the sciences at all. However, I have to go through the whole admissions procedure (keep in mind my parents are forcing me to go through this).

I have to fill out an application due tomorrow. My mom didn't tell me about it until Tuesday; most people FINISHED it two weeks ago. I have to write a 500 word essay about why I'm interested (completely made up lies) by the end of tonight. I have to write a good essay too, because if I do it, I'll at least have to try. I have to go through a testing procedure and all this junk.

I wouldn't mind doing this even if it's for something I hate- except only 300 students from 750, SEVEN HUNDRED AND FIFTY, schools in the New York metropolitan area will be accepted. In my grade, there are numerous prodigies (literally) that are applying to this program; I'm not one of them. There is no chance of me getting in- if I get in, something's faulty in their admissions process. It's not that I'm not feeling confident (well I'm not actually), but many of the geniuses in my grade are still doubting themselves, so that says something. I don't know what to do; I got an incorrect application (07-08 app. not the 08-09; received an e-mail just a bit ago) and it's due tomorrow, and I have a lot of work to do tonight (studying, etc).

Help.