live?
Posted on: November 3, 2007, at 05:46:30pm

do u know that feeling to wake up in the morning and to now that the whole day will be wasted time,nothin will happen,that touches u, that touches anything, you know u are nothin, u know that everything u want to be is unreacheble, u know that u know nothin, somedays u think u are the only human that is thinkin, but than u realize that ur life is senseless and go to school, which has nothin for u, which would give ur life a appreciation, you can't avoid the senselessness of ur life and the best of all is, there is no hope, you aren't sure if anything can help you, it's also good that there is no way out, you don't wanna die, but u don't want to life too, you give a shit at life an life does at u, u have no future und u never had one, because everything is consumed by this continuous emptiness, the dead is no way out, it's just a true lie, you can't escape, dead only pays off if u live, otherwise u were already dead