Why God, Why?
Posted on: October 8, 2015, at 06:07:45pm

Talk about a shitty ass day! I called my grandma just to check in and she hit me with news I thought I wouldn't have to hear for at least a few years. My uncle is dying and isn't expected to make it through the night. His immediate family is being let in to say their goodbyes and what's worse is, I'm not immediate family so I won't get to tell him goodbye. All I can do is sit here and wait until I see a facebook post or get a call letting me know he's gone. He doesn't qualify for surgery to fix what's wrong and even if he did my uncle said he wouldn't go through with it because he's tired of fighting... I don't know how to feel or what to do or even what to say. All I've been doing since I found out is sitting around feeling emotionally numb so that I'm not feeling as bad once he does pass on. Although, I can say that the dam that's holding my emotions in right now will most likely burst when I hear the words "He's gone." I am just a wreck right now and I'm at a loss for words. I could really use some encouragement right about now because I can't get through this alone!

1. 1: botchi246
   Posted at 11:37am on October 9th, 2015

   Stay strong! Although this hurts, this too shall pass.
2. 2: MarcusHawkins
   Posted at 1:25pm on October 9th, 2015

   Oh, I'm so sorry to hear about your up-coming loss. Just know that God will put him in a better place, and that death is just another stage for future life. He will always be with you in spirit. Just talk to him alone when he finally passes, as though he is here in the afterlife! We all support you, and like the above or below comment says, stay strong, and good-willed!