Letter to Jared <3 I love him <3
Posted on: June 10, 2012, at 08:55:05pm

Jared Micheal Louis Warren,
♥ I just wanted to stop by and tell you how much you really mean to me ♥ This seminar totally made me look at the way I've been to you lately and it needs to stop. I need to pray for help so that I can be a better fiancee and give you a better relationship because you don't deserve the way I've been treating you ♥ YOU ARE DEFINITELY WORTH FIGHTING FOR and I'll do whatever it takes even if it means fighting forever to make things right, to make things right and to make this relationship stronger and healthier. You deserve a life outside of me and you shouldn't have to worry about me throughout that time away. I promise you that from this day forward, the new normal is, you have the life you need outside of me and I'll live the life I need to outside from you. As mom said, Yea I'll miss you no matter what but I need to be able to function while letting you live your life. I'm going to start that now. Welcome to the new normal baby ♥ I love you more than you'll ever know and I'm going to start showing it more and more just by doing the little things and I'm going to stop fighting about the petty things and I'm going to trust you more and stop being so insecure in this relationship. It's a give and take ordeal and it's about teamwork and I'll make sure my side of this eternal team, becomes more team oriented ♥ It's no longer about me but more about you because you mean more to me than myself ♥ Your feelings mean more to me than my own. I'm done being the old selfish girl I was before, I'm starting anew and I'm going to be the better and more considerate girl that you deserve ♥ I love you baby forever and always sweetie ♥ Thank you for going up to the front of the stage with me and for praying for this relationship and for making a new commitment to make it a eternal lasting relationship ♥ Thank you for sticking by me even when I don't deserve it. Thank you for loving me for me and accepting me problems and all. And most of all, thank you for always being there for me through thick and thin ♥ You're the best thing that has ever happened to me and I'll spend forever proving that to you because I appreciate and love you and I have since day one. I've loved you even when I only wanted us to be friends only. I fell in love with you and I regret nothing ♥ You're my best friend and the love of my life and you mean the World to me ♥ I love you to the moon and back baby ♥,

Love you always,

You're Silly Reindeer ♥