so last nite was the last time i got to see josh (coatie friend for those of u who are just tuning into my drama) neway it was really sad it was late at nite i had to get home the weather was horrible so i didnt even get to say half the things i wanted to say to him it was such a rushed goodbye and our last hug wasnt even a good one we were in my car so we leaned over the seats it was terrible....n to top it off he promised me not to cry so i had to keep avoiding looking at him bc it made me wanna cry....so dispite our shitty goodbye i was supposed to see him off thismorning bt i couldnt go bc of the shitty weather (I HATE SNOW N ICE!!!!fuk winter) neway he left for his plane round 7 and got on the plane round 145....hes been flying for over 10hrs and is still flying as i type this....i cried so much the past two weeks bt i cried the hardest last nite...i miss him i started missing him as soon as my car door closed....i dnt no when ill c him again it could be 6months it could b 2years we just dnt no....i hate life rite now....its nt fair that it give u things u want so badly after making u work so hard for them and then takes it away so easily.....goodbye josh take care...love u, miss u, need u....

well here we go...its the second week of joshes visit...which means its almost over....he leaves on wedensday....im really sad....we dnt no when hell b bak....it could b another year or more....hes not even gone yet n i already miss him so much....i dnt want him to go...bt i no he has to....*sigh* i promised him i wouldnt cry....bt i no i will....i already have.... :(

ok well as u all no my coastie friend is home bt i cnt hangout with him today hes doing family stuff :) soooo i decided to come on here and update my profile BUT the stupid profile editor ISNT WORKING!!!! >:( therefor im going to entertain myself another way....BY QUIZZING U!!!!!!! Just sum random questions....have fun!!!!!!!
1)Whats your fave color?
2)Whats your fave food?
3)When was your first kiss (age)?
4)Whats your fave anime?
5)Whats your fave videogame?
6)Whats your fave movie?
7)How would you describe yourself in 3 words?
8)Whats your favorite holiday?
9)Are you dating someone?
10)How old are you?
11)Do you have siblilngs (how many)?
12)Whats your favorite day of the week?
13)What zodiac sign are you?
14)Whats your shoe size?
15)And finally......how long have you been on ffr?
.....well thats it...n if youd like u can ask me up to 5 questions of your own and ill respond back to you!!!! again have fun and thanks for being my entertainment!!!! loves to all <33333

YAY MY FAVORITE HOLIDAY OF THE YEAR IS HERE!!!!!! MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!!!...............................AND THANKS FOR THE WELL WISHES TO MY MILITARY FRIEND HE CAME HOME TODAY AND I GOT TO SEE HIM....IT WAS AMAZING!!!!! HE SAYS THANKS <3
MERRY CHRISTMAS AGAIN!!!!!! :D

YAY!!! in just a few days a friend of mine that i havent seen in over a year will b home!!! hes in the coast guard and i miss him soooooooooooooo much hes really awesome!!!!! hes like omg cool and v nice! ive known him for like 4years and hes one of the closest people to me <3 christmas is gonna b amazing this year bc hes gonna b home! everyone please send him christmas wishes and military support to make him feel really at home!! THANKS!! :D