most depressing day ever....
Posted on: January 7, 2009, at 10:25:39pm

so last nite was the last time i got to see josh (coatie friend for those of u who are just tuning into my drama) neway it was really sad it was late at nite i had to get home the weather was horrible so i didnt even get to say half the things i wanted to say to him it was such a rushed goodbye and our last hug wasnt even a good one we were in my car so we leaned over the seats it was terrible....n to top it off he promised me not to cry so i had to keep avoiding looking at him bc it made me wanna cry....so dispite our shitty goodbye i was supposed to see him off thismorning bt i couldnt go bc of the shitty weather (I HATE SNOW N ICE!!!!fuk winter) neway he left for his plane round 7 and got on the plane round 145....hes been flying for over 10hrs and is still flying as i type this....i cried so much the past two weeks bt i cried the hardest last nite...i miss him i started missing him as soon as my car door closed....i dnt no when ill c him again it could be 6months it could b 2years we just dnt no....i hate life rite now....its nt fair that it give u things u want so badly after making u work so hard for them and then takes it away so easily.....goodbye josh take care...love u, miss u, need u....

1. 1: RASUNA
   Posted at 7:30pm on January 8th, 2009

   your not the only one missing some one...my girlfriend has problums with life, and achly...she's been missing for 3 days...no one knows whare she is T_T