there are many tears
tears of happiness
tears of joy
tears of sadness
tears of agony
but these are tears of another kind
black tears
dark and cold with my pain and anger
my frutration
and endless pit of secret pain, dispair and hatred
the black tears flow from my heart
doomed to flow for eternity
clawing there way down my face
secretly, hiding behind this happy mask
they flow in a serenade
connecting every drop to my very escence
like leeches
corrupting me
black tears
staning my face
draining me of my humanity
i cant find the strengnth to depart from it
they know they are curse
cursed to live in this fleshy container they call human
i cant get rid of them
for the more i think of you
the more i think of the agony, pain and suffering
then, once my heart turns to stone
they populate
black tears
tearing me apart
i cant help but cry these...
black tears
on the inside im no longer human
so screwed up
the waterfall of black tears lives withing me
(repeats beggining to the first black tears)

are you scared
when you look into the nothingness
it is because you know it is inevitable
bound to fall into the dark pit
are you scared
when the nothingness concumes you
it is because you knoe you cant resist it
the darkness in your heart has destined you for this

dont struggle
the darkness¬hingness in ur heart is pure
why couldnt u have listenind to me now look at the empty shell u have become
dont struggle the darkness¬hingness will only destroy you
why couldnt you have paddled through the dark swamp you had created uknowingly drowning

hush, hush
the pain will soon be over
the darkness will only get pleasure from your tears
hush, hush
the tears wilkl soon turn black
the darnkess has consumed you

in this world
you only get one chance
to make a good impression
in this life
you only get one true love
to tell them of ur love
in this unforseen darkness
your given one chance to find the light
and come back with renewed zeal
in these eyes
your the only one to make my heart stop
to make me smile truly from my heart
so make the greatest
first impression
meet your true love
find the light
make my heart stop
in this world
in this life
in this unforseen darkness
in these eyes
your my first impression
your my light
your my renewed zeal
your my greatest

if i were to fall
no one would be there
if i were to cry
no one would care
if i were to bleed
you wouldnt aid me
if i were to be lost in the dark
you wouldnt help me find the key to the light
if i were to scream out
no one would choose to hear me
they say im emo, punk, weird, rude
im none of those things
go ahead call me a shrew
but im just me
because i choose to be different
because i choose not to fake it
because im me
you choose not to be there
when i fall
not to care
when i cry
to to aid me
as i bleed
not to search
when i roam, lost in the dark

tiny droplets
dancing across the windsheild
in an endless serenade
clashing with fellow droplets
forming bulb shaped aliens
the soft sounds of tiny taps and taunting claps
cleaning the field ever so sneakly
leaving only the crisp clean air in its wake