that first week was hell
i'm still pretty much perpetually sore but at least i have a bit more energy now
i started taking multivitamins
officially signed up for the mud run, decided to go with the 5k, didn't want to embarrass myself lmao. i might go a bit harder in the paint in regards to running and bump it up to 4 or 5 times a week to get prepared for the run.
Xanax / benzos are so terrible, assuming you were drinking alcohol with them. I fell off the planet too for awhile recently. I did post a random thought about what has been happening. I'm happy to hear youre back on the right track.
Staying on the right track is the hard part. You seem to have it nipped in the bud though. GJ
hey man, I was actually wondering about you a few weeks ago. nah, I wasn't drinking. I don't really drink anymore, at least not by myself. I did drink a bit at a club on wednesday night, was watching my brother perform. we got happy hour prices even though it wasn't happy hour lol.
staying on the right track is tough, but it seems to be getting easier. it's becoming a bit of a habit to not wallow around.
This is really cool, choof, I'm glad I took the time to read it. Hope that shit is going well for you, idk about others, but personally I can take a lot from this guideline too, especially the budget. Best of luck, man!
Originally posted by darkshark
Everyone sucks at this game. The second you think you're good is the second you stop trying to get better.
Originally posted by aperson
i had a mri the other day it was the best song i heard in years
Originally posted by Sprite-
More of a joke than the time I deleted all the credits on the site.
Originally posted by MinaciousGrace
yeah my goldfish think im a riot they do this thing where they turn upside down and float to the top of the tank
i guess their alcohol tolerance isnt as high as mine
have continued to work out, eating better
feel a lot better physically and mentally
not "loving life" but I'm content atm
the mud run is tomorrow, so I'll be posting pictures after I get totally destroyed by it! 5k with obstacles, I'm expecting a time of about 45 minutes. that might seem awful, but I'm basing it off of 12 minutes per mile and then another 10 minutes or so spent on obstacles. hype!
that was a lot tougher than I thought it would be, but the mud run is complete! it was a blast though. will post a picture of the aftermath once I get out of bed lol
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gonna keep a long story short; a lot of shit went downhill really fucking quickly after I finished the mud run.
I'm a lot better now and on different medication that's objectively better than the sxris I've taken in the past. still trying to figure out a medication for sleep but in the mean time I'm using melatonin and the occasional dph/dmh to knock me out when I need it.
starting up the programs I linked in the op this week, and I'm working a parttime job again so I'm able to pay off my school fines; I'll be back to school this summer.
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