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  • lightdarkness
    Summer!!
    • Jul 2003
    • 11308

    #1

    My life is kinda down

    Ugh, i feel like my life is kinda down right now, not in a bad way or anything like that. It just seems nothing is going on.

    A: I havnt been in a relationship in a few months, kinda sucks, its always nice to have someone that cares for you (except for your parents).

    B: Internet/TV there is nothing on it, i just sit in my room, and turn on the tv, and go to the same sites over and over again, ugh....

    C: Friends, i have bassiclly none at my school. I dont know why, i dont get in anyones way, i would say im a quite kid, i guess thats why i am always on my computer.

    Why am i posting this message, i just felt that i needed to get this out.

    I just sit at my comp, and do nothing, just please post in this topic, im so bored.

    NOTE: vxdx, dont post.
  • Moogy
    嗚呼
    FFR Simfile Author
    • Aug 2003
    • 10303

    #2
    n00b
    Plz visit my blog

    ^^^ vintage signature from like 2006 preserved

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    • ultima301
      FFR Player
      • Jun 2003
      • 436

      #3
      Yeah everyone has ups and downs in their lives..I would know, I've been through a few myself. And don't put yourself down, you do a lot:
      -FFR league
      -DJ real parties
      -DJ on FFR radio
      -good competition in stepmania ^_^
      I could list more but you get the point..hope you feel better soon.
      One day there will be a really cool sig here. But not right now.

      http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=ultima301 -My Xanga

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      • lightdarkness
        Summer!!
        • Jul 2003
        • 11308

        #4
        moogy
        why do you gotta post this stuff
        i dont really feel great about my life right now (not that im saying im depressed or anything, im just down) i really dont appreciate your comments.

        I dont know whats gotten into you since i met you, but stfu unless you have something nice to say.

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        • Moogy
          嗚呼
          FFR Simfile Author
          • Aug 2003
          • 10303

          #5
          What
          Plz visit my blog

          ^^^ vintage signature from like 2006 preserved

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          • altairian
            FFR Player
            • Sep 2003
            • 2055

            #6
            Dude if you're not happy with how your life is now, DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT. Trust me, it's not going to hurt.
            Reach: there was this bee. i hate bee\'s...i tryed to kill it, but then it didn\'t die and it started making weird noises so i was like oh (#$% hes gonna sting me. i started running but i triped over some rock and rolled down a hill into the river.

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            • VxDx
              FFR Player
              • May 2003
              • 1871

              #7
              Re: My life is kinda down

              Originally posted by lightdarkness

              NOTE: vxdx, dont post.
              as long as you realize that you are a pansy and that I'd call you on it...

              oh... well that was mean... In apology, I offer you an idea to aid in your depression. Listen to Journey - Don't Stop Believin'.

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              • lightdarkness
                Summer!!
                • Jul 2003
                • 11308

                #8
                Originally posted by altairian
                Dude if you're not happy with how your life is now, DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT. Trust me, it's not going to hurt.
                ive tried
                it doesnt work, for me

                i guess im not doing enough or something.

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                • Double_Iris
                  FFR Player
                  • Nov 2003
                  • 1

                  #9
                  Hey light darkness I feel the same way. There isn't much going on over here. All my friends are now moving on to other things and I just feel like I'm in way. I'm hoping that things pick up for me and now for u.

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                  • lightdarkness
                    Summer!!
                    • Jul 2003
                    • 11308

                    #10
                    Re: My life is kinda down

                    Originally posted by VxDx
                    Originally posted by lightdarkness

                    NOTE: vxdx, dont post.
                    as long as you realize that you are a pansy and that I'd call you on it...

                    oh... well that was mean... In apology, I offer you an idea to aid in your depression. Listen to Journey - Don't Stop Believin'.
                    uhh, why does the song start out "Your just a lonley girl"

                    that kinda scares me, any other motivational songs anyone ELSE can think of

                    but vxdx, i appreciate the effort.

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                    • altairian
                      FFR Player
                      • Sep 2003
                      • 2055

                      #11
                      LD just try to find something outside of computers that interests you. If you REALLY can't find anything, then find other people that are in to computer stuff too

                      I dunno..it's not as easy as I made it sound, and I know that. For me it was my german class (sounds retarded I know...you would have to know the teacher to understand) that really helped me start to change.
                      Reach: there was this bee. i hate bee\'s...i tryed to kill it, but then it didn\'t die and it started making weird noises so i was like oh (#$% hes gonna sting me. i started running but i triped over some rock and rolled down a hill into the river.

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                      • lightdarkness
                        Summer!!
                        • Jul 2003
                        • 11308

                        #12
                        Originally posted by altairian
                        LD just try to find something outside of computers that interests you. If you REALLY can't find anything, then find other people that are in to computer stuff too

                        I dunno..it's not as easy as I made it sound, and I know that. For me it was my german class (sounds retarded I know...you would have to know the teacher to understand) that really helped me start to change.
                        Well.. there is really noone in my grade that is into computers as a hobby.

                        I do have a german class that has a cool teacher, but i dont know that that has changed me.

                        I've tried doing things outside of the comp, but there is really nothing. I try to get out more, but, my parents wont take me places, like the mall or arcade. GRR!

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                        • Anticrombie0909
                          FFR Player
                          • Jul 2003
                          • 4683

                          #13
                          any other motivational songs anyone ELSE can think of
                          Adam's Song- Blink182

                          Anyway, I know how you mean, only I've been down for different reasons...this year I've been feeling the weight of school on me. I havn't had a particularily hard workload or anything, I'm just constantly thinking about my future and what the hell I'm going to do with myself. I havn't come up with a satisfying answer yet, so I continue to worry about it, which is really strange for me, because I'm the most laid back guy you could find. I don't get worried or upset over anything, so this is unusal for me.

                          Friends are really important. They're the thing that got me through my depression that I routinely go through every year, more specifically last winter when I was depressed to the point where I'd just sit and stare into space for hours on end and think about killing myself. I have a fairly active social life, I have parties every week or so, I go out on dates on a semi regular basis, and just that normality that I can count on really helped me through the rougher times. I have a lot of friends but only two or three really good, really close friends, and they helped me more than anything, because I felt that they were the only ones I could count on. It also helps that one of them is going to major in Psychology and already runs a word-of-mouth depression help center online where he regularily talks with twenty odd kids on a regular basis and helps them through their issues.

                          I just suggest being more social...more outgoing. That's never been a problem for me, as my whole life I've been talkative, lively, and I have a sardonic humor about me that people seem to like. LD, you strike me as the kid that nobody has a problem with, but nobody knows very well either. Just talk with people, find something you have in common...use really broad topics that are easy to talk about, like movies or video games, if you need help launching a convo. And if you get more socially active, girls will usually follow that (unless you're an uggo or something).

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                          • Feuergeist
                            FFR Player
                            • Aug 2003
                            • 869

                            #14
                            Blink 182?


                            What did you do, eat shit this morning or something????



                            Wer noch nie einen Fehler gemacht hat, hat sich noch nie an etwas Neuem versucht.
                            Albert Einstein (1879 - 1955)

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                            • IAMTHEEVILBEAN
                              FFR Player
                              • Jun 2003
                              • 3078

                              #15
                              OND

                              And I'm never down. I am happy with my hermit life. I goto school, get made fun of by kids who I could easily beat up, but they'll have it coming their way one day....BWHAHAHA. And then I comer home and sit in front of the computer. I like it that way.

                              I only have about 5 good friends, but thats all I need.

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