I understand now, and I'm sorry

[dontcareaboutmyid]

a while back I made a thread about people that talked about people that were talking commiting suicide. There was an underlying message within that thread: I don't want to hear about your problems, and I don't want you to hear about mine.

I'm an insensitive bastard and an asshole for this.

I understand now that you had no where else to turn. The people here, you knew would read, and try to prop you back up and you knew that they wouldn't want to pry too deaply. It was a place you could say what happened and not have to explain everything.

i now have no where else to turn.

And hour before I posted this, I almost had my head taken off by the back end of a semi trailer. We were doing doughnuts within a parking lot, hit a patch of ice and went front bumper first into the back of a parked semi trailer. the right front winshield hit the corner of the trailer, where i was sitting. if i hadn't ducked and wasn't wearing a seat belt, i wouldn't be typing this right now.

I'm sorry if I'm putting a lot on you, but just typing this is already made me feel better. We're all fine except for being shaken up.

And that's all. I'm sorry for that post I made that while back.

[alainbryden]

Shit, that's pretty crazy. Hope you're okay. Don't worry about it.

[lightdarkness]

wow
intence, dont worry about what you said earilier, we forgive you, were glad you are alright.

[Varia]

Epiphanies are usually a good thing. I'm glad you experienced one like this.

[VxDx]

Dumbass.

*EDIT*VxD There was no reason for an edit 87x, none at all. You realize that you are effectively saying that (1) you will be monitering my every post, which I find hard to believe and (2) you will be editing my posts if you don't like what they say, which is entirely unfair.

*EDIT*87x... i will be closely monitoring most of VDDX's posts from now until i see change.. the majority of his posting has been idiotic, heartless, careless, and just play mean.. i will be editing everything of his that i feel fits those categories , unless there is a reason for it... there was no reason to call him a dumbass.. grow a heart, and learn to shut up ...

[lightdarkness]

VxDx: when i went to the chit chat section of the forums, and saw you were the last one to post in this thread, i knew it was going to be a stupid and heartless post. He was almost seriously injuried, if not killed, and all you have to say is "dumbass". He turned to the FFR community for support, because he didnt know what to do. I doubt you have ever had a near death experience, and until you do, i dont think you will ever apprciate the world for what it is.

[VxDx]

I almost got in a head on collision with a bus and instead hit a curb and totaled my car. Is that close enough for you? He's a dumbass because he almost hit a parked trailer while doing donuts in a parking lot. I have nothing against doing them myself, but when I do, I don't ever almost hit a parked trailer.

[xangel4you88x]

aww shit i hope your ok

[banditcom]

Seriously Vx, get the fuck out of here.

Anyways, glad you're alright man. Don't worry about your past post.

[VxDx]

Seriously Vx, get the fuck out of here.

Anyways, glad you're alright man. Don't worry about your past post.

OK, you got me. Good job ace. I'll just leave becuase you are a fucking idiot.

[banditcom]

Hey, I'll be a "fucking idiot" anytime if it gets you to leave.

[chillywilly]

once i almost choked on an orange?

and lets all play nice

[lightdarkness]

i almost drowned, it sucked

[Moogy]

One time I died. It was fun.

[vashthestampede0987]

i almost drowned in the atlantic coast at my cuz' baech house