I really liked reading the last three or so stories because they're from older people and college is, in my opinion, where shit in life really starts getting interesting.
Cavernio's LS is really relieving because I ... really don't want to have kids for at least another five or six years, and I'm 24 about to become 25. Having kids any time in the next three years at minimum seems like insanity.
eastsideman's LS was a great read and definitely wins the award for best-formatted.
also kicks my ass for longest LS (6.7k words vs. 3.7k)
awesome read though, I loved the Slut Squad part and I got a pretty vivid picture for what those people must be like
All things considered, I think the majority of the people who have been posting in this thread had a shitty childhood. I am very lucky, mine was pretty calm. Just wondering, though, is there anyone else like me who experienced this destructive feeling of not having a "big enough pain" to complain about it? Again, it's fucking stupid, but I feel so isolated in my "perfect little life" that it makes me feel even worse about it.
Like, all the time.
Or nvm, maybe I'm just sour because it's late again :< Still, I'm intrigued about this question.
My parents not too long ago were talking to their children (my brother, sister and myself) about how some kids are spoiled with material possessions. They made of a point of letting us know that we were spoiled with love, though I don't think any of us doubted it. Yeah, our parents yelled and grounded us, but they did sincerely care about all of us.
Nothing bad besides some bumps, bruises and scrapes and a couple of unfortunate slips of the tongue happened to me. I can't really empathize with anyone who has gone through divorce, since I haven't, but I don't feel a need to suffer. I do sometimes avoid complaining because I know what I would be complaining about could be so much worse, but I think that stems from me not wanting to be a burden to others with my stupid complaints.
-o24
Originally posted by hi19hi19
Best strat: enjoy the game, play what you feel like when you feel like it. Don't think about what you are doing or why, enjoy the gameplay, the artistry behind the stepfile, and enjoy the music.
When the game isn't fun for you anymore, take a break. It's not a job, nobody here is professional and getting paid to play and force themselves to constantly improve... it's a game.
Originally posted by Shashakiro
Yeah, FFR is addicting...I don't think I'll get bored with this game unless I somehow become the best at it, which won't happen.
I want to die so badly but I can't at least not right now so unless my life turns around by March I'll be gone
My friend wont stop going on about this. He's been like this for months and even though he says to me that I'm the only one he's trusted with that stuff, and that I'm his best friend and stuff, I still can't stop him from this stuff. This ultimatum is starting to really dawn on me. I seriously can't help but think he's serious. He's even got the plans and stuff down to minor details and "what would happen if" questions answered.
He's already tried and failed to OD, and he's also failed at hanging himself.
I don't know if this is legit or not. He's 17 but he says that he's always planned to kill himself before he reaches 18. He's explained things like, his uncle has become successful and stuff but still wants to kill himself, and that he feels like he is going to turn out the same way.
I know you hate me bringing this up right now but... if I die without telling anyone anything I'll probably be giving you the final message of stuff to carry out really small stuff
This shit is really starting to worry me. If he's going to pussy out, I really hope he does. I don't want any of my friends to die. I don't want to be the one he gives that final message to. If he's serious about killing himself in March I have to do something... right?
If he's serious about killing himself in March I have to do something... right?
sounds like your friend needs help. if it gets bad enough, like it's sounding now, I'd either ring up a psychiatrist and tell them what's going on, or a hotline or something to get advice.
Originally posted by One Winged Angel
39,000 popsicles pro bg blue note arrow slayer whoa damn..
Originally posted by Xx{Midnight}xX
one way to stream them all
Originally posted by Xiz
Right after sex, it skillboosted me by +10 levels from like a 35-45 about. (Which then 15 min's later I got really tired and couldn't play anymore)
But then my lady friend got pissed off I was playing FFR instead of playing her. Then for the rest of the night she played the 'Only want me for my body' card and I didn't get to sleep with blankets that night.
Originally posted by thesunfan
replacing ifitypedhisnameaslargeashisnamesuggests,iwouldgetbanned with theelongatedaustrocanadian3000 (pop).
Originally posted by reuben_tate
Title: Popsicle Three
Thousand the farthest
He's gone in an official
Whoop hip hip hooray!
Originally posted by U.N. Owen
kjwkjw: "oh my god, Tosh. Post that in the thread."
@popsicle_3000:
Danger incoming
The popsicles are melting
Three thousand of them
Originally posted by Wayward Vagabond
you got to ease the topic into some conversation and let it go from there
dynam0: man friend that was an intense sm session right?
friend: haha yeah you really nailed those patterns
dynam0: yeah man kind of like how gay dudes nail other gay dudes in the ass!
friend: hey bro can i tell you something
dynam0 yeah man whats up?
friend: hypothetically speaking would you care if i was bisexual or maybe even gay?
dynam0: bro we shower together after sm sessions all the time and i'll still shower with you even if you are gay or w/e thats your thing just dont try to ram my ass HAHAHA
friend: thanks man
dynam0: no problem man
Originally posted by One Winged Angel
pop takin' time out of playing irl Trauma Center to check in on his fiffer buds (mm)
Originally posted by Xiz
Well, Popsicle won every award this year so it was canceled.
We had a conversation last night that lasted until 1AM. I only went away because I was tired. I just checked Facebook again and he's unreachable now (maybe he blocked me, maybe he deactivated his account idk)
School starts tomorrow, and he says he's not going. Unless he changes his mind I can't talk to him at all now really.
I'm actually getting sick of having friends because of this shit.
We had a conversation last night that lasted until 1AM. I only went away because I was tired. I just checked Facebook again and he's unreachable now (maybe he blocked me, maybe he deactivated his account idk)
School starts tomorrow, and he says he's not going. Unless he changes his mind I can't talk to him at all now really.
I'm actually getting sick of having friends because of this shit.
One of my close friends actually went through this kind of stuff. He says his dad caused him to feel this way and because of that he never wants to talk to his dad again (he called his dad a disgrace to his life right to his face). The same thing, I hope he actually doesn't end up doing anything bad to himself.
Why can't he kill himself now? Is it simply a logistics issue with the method he's choosing to die? What's important about March? If it's not just a logistics issue, then I think it's good that he's got a time and everything...it means he has something to live for until then, however dumb or small.
You probably should tell a professional, but chances are if he's tried twice already, he's seen people to no avail. The best way to help someone from killing themselves is to understand why they want to. If he's just in too much pain, you need to not work on making him not want to kill himself, but rather try and figure out how to alleviate his pain without the drastic measure of ending it all.
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