and what I am feeling because I don't give a shit what you think. I am not looking for attention and I am not looking for sympathy, I am looking to vent, and if you don't like it, get rid of me. thanks.

It has been 10 damned years since 9/11/01 and I can’t believe it. No, I didn’t lose anyone personally, but I know people who did and I feel horrible. I always want to cry when I see videos or images of the attack. But, I am not one of those Americans who is racist against who ever did it. Who ever did it was a fundamentalist and I know not everyone is like that. So, fuck ANYONE who says anything about “sand niggers”, as I hear them called, because THEY didn’t do it; some guys did it 10 years ago. I fucking hate everyone fo being a racist sonofabitch.

in the face. then we broke up, but now we are not; wtf is wrong with us lol

You are all fucking assholes. I am putting it right out there. Let me be a little more specific as to why I hate the earth’s population. The kids in my school are all tools and huge dicks. who the fuck makes fun of someone with mental retardation, and yes, I call it that not out of rudeness but out of what it actually is; the kid is mentally slow. I am not saying anything hurtful or wrong. I’m sorry but whatever. Anyway, who the fuck does that? Making fun of him because he didn’t know something. chill your tiny fucking dicks and loose vaginas, whores because we all know if that was you, you would want to die. But, this kid doesn’t. He is so fucking sweet and happy and even though he looks it, he probably isn’t and I hate everyone for that. Everyone needs to leave him alone. I feel so strongly about this because I grew up with someone who was really slow, actually, and had the mental capacity of an 8 year old when he was 20. So, people need to chill the fuck out.
No one gives a shit if the cabs are here! Jersey fucking shore makes me look like fucking tool and obviously, I am not. No one on that show is cool! No one respects them and if you do, I am sorry to say this, but, You deserve to burn a little, not die, but get like 3rd degree burns. The sayings are stupid and yada yada. Plus, who the fuck are you to call me a grenade? Half of you idiots are fucking hideous. I don’t care about looks but if you are gross, don’t say I am. BTW, Snooki isn’t even Italian. fuck off.
I am going to come out and say this, I don’t like homophobes. I won’t not talk to them but I think, in my opinion, it is stupid. I think people should be able to marry who the fuck they want. Seriously, if you fucking think about it for once, you would know that in the religion of what ever the fuck it is, and in the “marriage laws,” divorce is wrong but, ya know, people do it anyway, so, why can’t anyone marry? Because you are all stupid.
I am pro-life. You can tell me all you want that the fetus is not a real person until it is born, but, I don’t care. If it has the opportunity to turn into something beautiful, then it should live. Especially when it gets it’s heartbeat, it’s fucking living, okay? good. UNLESS, yours or the babies life is in danger, then only then will I agree with it. No one has persuaded me yet, and no one will.
I don’t like any people, your fucking lucky if I want to try and talk to you but, obviously, no one wants to talk to me on here so, fuck you all. I am actually tired of trying with anyone anymore. I am not the all mighty fucking lord of bumblefucks, I don’t run everything. Put effort into our conversations and friendships or you aren’t a real friend. it’s as simple as that.
BE FUCKING HONEST WITH ME. No body understands how much lying to me makes me hate myself. Just fucking tell me your honest opinion about me, it won’t make me not like you, I am not like that.
I am starting to get that feeling like I want to die again and hurt myself, not that it matters to you but, I would like to let you know that’s it’s a small possibility I will end up in the hospital eventually. and, no, this isn’t for attention, I just don’t like holding things in, so, fuck you.
and please, would someone help me lose weight, my boyfriend is no motivation at all
I can honestly say, I can tell everyone they are beautiful, except myself because I am not going to lie to myself.

so what if I hate how I look or if I want to be someone else for a day or if I hurt myself? It shouldn’t matter to you fucks because you don’t know me and I don’t know you. It’s my body and my mind and I will do what I want with it. I am tired of being told “you are gorgeous the way you are” or “ohhh boo don’t hurt yourself that’s bad” NO SHIT, REALLY? No one understands why I do what I do or think how I think. stop trying, people. that is bull fucking shit. When I say I want an honest opinion, that doesn’t mean I want to be lied to. Honestly, I want someone to tell me that I am chubby or a little over weight because I know for a fact I am, I’ve been told by doctors. And I am tired of people saying I am pretty. What the fuck are you doing? Shit. Everyone needs to quite the games with me and just say it. what the fuck is so hard about that?