I Love Him....And I'll Love Him Forever.....
Posted on: March 19, 2007, at 04:07:17pm

he is the heart and soul of my happiness. without him my life is nothing.Yet he often voices his opinion that perhaps i am bored with him.as a small child would be bored with a toy.he asks me if i'm sure. i have been bored with guys before so i know what bored is. this is not bored i have never felt this before. for once in my life i am completely satisfied. i have no complaints about him except the fact that he doesn't know that i am NOT bored with him....and sure i do get tired of the pointless little fights but i don't mind them... i would rather fight with him than ever love anyone else. it can be said that i am just scared to not be loved... i have felt that too, this feeling is scared of losing the one i love THE MOST. the person who takes away all fear and makes me feel like there will never be a sad day again. And when he has that look in his eyes, the look that screams "i love you more than words can describe" that is when everything stops. every problem in the entire world fades into an eternal darkness. my biggest fear is losing him...life is gray without...before him i didn't know this feeling of happiness...i was lost in the dark without any light to find myself...but he found me, he brings out the best in me...maybe if i made my feelings more evident, maybe he wouldn't think he was boring anymore, maybe this is why i am writing this for everyone to see. i am a far better writer that i am a speaker...so when he reads this i hope he can finaly understand that he is the part i was missing before and now that i have found my missing part i could NOT live without him...fore my future is with him, a future that will not be with anyone else...i hope his doubt goes away...because he shouldn't have ever had it. i love him with all of my heart. that will never change and there is not a curve ball life can through us, that we won't knock out of the park...