haii
Posted on: December 19, 2006, at 04:56:08am

rc marks are so crappy..
this is only a minor bitching..
i should hv gotten so much more..
oh wells
gotta do better second term
dun wanna fail no more..
sssiiigghhhz.



i wonder if he really likes me
still just reminiscin bout the silly times..
wish they lasted longer..
wish i had done more
gosh
false hope
oh how i hate the feel of that
why am i even stressing over this
im the pro here
yet i cant help myself
how ironic and stupid.


so,
empathize for me will you?




hehz, silly me
always doing the stupidest lil things
for what?
havent thought about it yet..
the fame?
who needs it
why cant everyone act natural
oh right, oxymoron lols.
so,why am i always doing that then hm?
,,no idea.



so, what do i want this christmas...
am i always going to want what i cant have?
or just go for the simpler things..
is it was that easy,
i wouldnt be doing this.


hope fion has a happy one =)
hopefully everything im doing will be worth it in the end..
hope vee is happy with everything around her,
sigh, when will she wake up..
maybe its me thats worrying too much
who knows..
heh, jenn
what does she have to worry about?
not as much as us at least
or, maybe just me..
as for everyone else,
yeah wutchu gots to worry about
just know im always there fo you guys =)
hehz



*please stop giving me false hope. i dont want to be like this, always thinking about you, but always knowing that ill never be able to have you...


always there,
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