K HERES THE REST
Posted on: January 31, 2007, at 05:40:27pm

BESIDES THE FACT MY PARENTS R STUPID THEY WONT EVEN LET ME TALK TO HIM THEY DONT UNDERSTAND THE FACT HE IS THE MOST SWEETEST PERSON EVER THEY DONT UNDERSTAND THAT HE WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR ME AND WELL THEY DONT UNDERSTAND A WHOLE SHIT LOAD OF THINGS SO I REALLY WANT THEM TO TRY TO UNDERSTAND IT BUT THEY CANT SO I DONT KNOW WAT TO DO AND I HAVE ALOT OF FRIENDS THAT R GUYS SO ITS BOUND TO HAPPEN I SEE A GUY ON THE INTERNET AND I JUS WANNA TALK TO THEM AND STUFF BUT WEN I STARTED TALKIN TO HIM HE WAS THE ON E WHO STARTED HE SAID I WAS THE BIGGEST FLIRT IN THE ROOM AND IF I DONT STOP HE WOULDNT TALK TO ME AND I DIDNT WANT THAT SO I GOT OFF THE CHAT ROOM AND JUS STARTED TALKIN TO HIM TILL MY RENTS CAME HOME THEN WE JUS STARTED FROM THERE WE TALKED EVERYDAY TILL THAT FIRST TIME I BROKE HIS TRUST I LIED AND USUALLY I DONT CARE IF I DO AND PLUS TO I JUS MET HIM SO IM NOT SUPPOSED TO CARE BUT I DID AND IT TOOK ME FIVE TIMES TO REALIZE I HURT HIM THEN I BROKE HIS HEART BY LEAVING HIM FOR SOME ONE ELSE AGAIN IM NOT SUPPPOSED TO FEEL BAD BECAUSE USUALLY I WOULDNT CARE BUT I DID AND I DONT KNOW WHY AND HE I HOPE HES TRUE SAID HE FELT THE SAME WAY THEN TO MY SURPRISE HE CARED AND WATCHED WAT I DID IN THE CHAT ROOM HE TOLD ME DONT TALK TO HIM OR DONT TALK TO HIM OH HIM U CAN TALK TO AND STUFF LIKE THAT THEN I WAS LIKE IM RLY SORRY CAN WE JUS TALK AND BE FRIENDS BUT NOT WITH US WE GOT TOGETHER LIKE THAT SAME DAY AND I DONT KNOW WAT THATS SUPPOSED TO MEAN HE LIIKE TELLS ME EVERYTHING AND I DONT EVEN ASK HIM TO HE JUS TELLS ME OH IM GOING HERE OR IM GOING TO GO SOME PLACE TO NITE LIKE I CARE BUT IF HE DOESNT WANT ME TO KNOW THEN I DONT NEED TO AND I FELT SO COMFTEABLE LIKE JUS TALKIN TO HIM ON THE FONE I COULD TELL HIM ALMOST ANYTHING AND I TRULY DIL AND STILL DO LOVE HIM HES THE BEST THING THAT EVER HAPPENED TO ME LIKE I SAID BEFORE HE NEVER MADE ME DO SOMETHING I DIDNT WANT TO DO AND HE ALWAYS ASKED IF HE COULD ASK ME A QUESTION IF IT WAS A LITTLE TO PERSONAL BUT ID TELL HIM ANY WAY AND IF U KNOW WHO U R AND UR READING THIS WHICH I DOUBT I LOVE U OK AND I ALWAYS WILL ITS SO HARD TO GET OVER U AND I DONT THINK I WILL OK UR THE BEST THING THAT EVER HAPPENED TO ME AND IM SORRY IT HAPPENED THE WAY IT DID IMMA TRY TO MAKE THIS WORK I WILL OK EVEN THO ITS HARD IMMA TRY SHIT I LOVE U MORE THAN ANYTHING WELL OK ANYWAY BESIDES THAT I THINK MOST OF U KNOW HIM BUT I CANT SAY SO YA WELL YA SO IM KINNA SINGLE I REALLY DONT WANNA BE CUZ HE WAS MY EVERYTHING SO YA IM LIKE DEPRESSED NOW SO I DONT KNOW IM JUS TAKING IT DAY BY DAY AND LIKE RITE NOW I FEEL LIKE SOMEONE JUS RIPPED OUT MY HEART AND CRAP NOW HERE COME THE TEARS GOTTA GO