just one of those days where u roo the world...
Posted on: November 23, 2007, at 12:25:54am

so i just saw that someone had a new Avi...wanted to check it out then i see their cute little devoting message for their "e-dating" no i have nothing against it but my day has been sh1t and yeh it just got me thinking...my bstfriend in this whole entire expanding universe has decided to dump me once again with no explaination...and yet im here still completely in love with him(yeh he's an ex too) then on the other side of this thing i call a brain that sits in a hallow skull is that the guy i am with...i feel is going to break up with me..and i wont shed a single tear...i feel like a bitch because this will be the second time that i have gotten with this guy and the second time i've noticed i got with him for ALL the wrong reasons...he is in love with me...but i not with him...if he breaks up with me+good for him+if he doesnt+then i'll have to do it and end up with him hating me+ either way im in one of those moods where i would do ne thing to keep my mind off these two things...i envy u two guys (that i saw) because i wish i had that kind of relationship back[except ours wasnt e]...yeh....so i guess kudos to u two and pray to who ever u believe in that i dont end this night playing polybius(u'll understand if u know what that game does to people)