hopeless...
Posted on: November 4, 2007, at 12:56:09am

i just don't get it...i'm completely in love with this guy..but at the moment...he treats me horribly...i always told myself right after my first boyfriend...never let anyguy control me...i've always been a logical thinker...but with him...i am nothing but a helpless seal tought to do amazing tricks when awarded(spell that right?)i can't even think clearly around him...im kept in a daze...i know he loves me too and i've successfully convinced myself that everybad thing that happens between us is because of me...but everyone sees how sad i get when something is wrong...its there sign...and they all say the same thing..."just leave him its not worth all of this"...even his bestfriends have said it...but in the end they regretfully deal with the fact that my heart wont turn away from him...it hurts(literally) to even think about not being with him...i dont know...i just dont know what to do anymore...i love him...but he just wont show he loves me...hes still affraid after what happen the first time...most of my close friends are guys so i tell them...and they all say that they wouldve just gotten over it already and gave me another shot because we both wanted it...but i keep telling myself...i dont believe they actually understand...i need help...

1. 1: Notae
   Posted at 5:56pm on November 4th, 2007

   Well I don't know what happened the first time, bear in mind. I would say that if he can't deal with this, then he isn't for you. If you were really meant for each other, these things shouldn't come between you. But that's just my suggestion, and my thoughts, but if you really think you can pull this through, I'd say you go for it. Good luck, with whatever you choose.