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im dead inside thiers nuthing left my emotions are lost in a dream i wish thsi suffering would end this pain i feel would just dissapear im dead inside thiers nuthing left no feelings no love no happyness i cant be happy if im dead insde so ill curl up in a ball and wait to die

When I lie awake at night I stare away at pure black. The darkness of the night soothes me. The constant noise of voices in my head never leaves. The voices are saying things that ought to be heard. Things that haunt me. Things that have hurt.
The pain never goes. The deep never fills. I am hurt. For now I rest.
I lie in my final minutes for which the pain has left me. The deep not filled for it is bad and has gone to far to save. The red over flows. I lay soaked. It does not stop.
I thought of love but that thought had disappeared just like the world around. The dark comes back but does not leave.
I am gone for now I awake to a new place.
Here's my truth.