To the one i thought i loved
Posted on: December 22, 2006, at 05:39:52pm

Why can't you just forget me, Just let me go,

Let me live my life with out you i love the fights with you more then the happy times even though there were never any.

You could not make me happy even if you wanted to. You enjoy seeing me suffer. I am so careless because of you, What is love i am confused now.

When you love someone shouldn't they love you back, Wouldn't it be equal? i like watching you cry.

I love hurting you and putting you through shit i dont know why i just enjoy it.

It is sad really but it makes me laugh and it makes my cold heart happy. i would love to rip out your heart and watch you bleed to death.

That is the only way i would be satisfied. Why am i so selfish and cold hearted now. What have you done to me.

Your life would be so much better without me I am too much drama on you. I could never be faithful i am never honest

i can't control myself i am lowsy at playing a part of being a loving girlfriend i have failed at my job of pleasing you.

I have never been faithful to you. i just wish i could get it right

I Want to change i really do i wish i could i am trying and trying.

I am trying to get better i have been faithful for a year and a half now i can keep going but it would not make a

diffrence you dont see how sorry and how much i regret my stupidity and i dont wanna try anymore

I wanna make you happy but i dont wanna do something and do it for nothing