Back to were i started
Posted on: December 22, 2006, at 05:31:46pm

Everytime i fall in love with you is just another reason for me to attempt suicide.

Loving you is like killing myself.

Everytime i fall in love with you i hate myself even more

Why do i do this to myself?

I thought i could understand my own feelings but i don't even understand myself anymore.

Its getting worst and for some reason I love you more than i ever have.

Each scar i have is everytime you have broken me apart and tried to put me back together for if it was everytime you made me cry they would be all over my body

Why do i continue to do this to myself i will never understand my heart can't take it anymore but i keep going back for more even still

This is driving me crazy especially this love hate relationship

I have fallen out of love with you more times than i can count.

I know i don't have to ask cause i know you never loved me.

I can't believe you were the one i dreamed of marrying one day.

But i will always love you.

I would do anything for you you told me you loved me and all i could do is cry.

And ask how.

How can you do this to someone you love?

You said you cared about me but hurt me so badly.

I beleive your lies and your stories because i love you.

I go to bed thinking i am over you and i wake up falling for you all over again.

I want to forget you but i can your already a part of me now

Everytime i am out of your tunnel of depressional love i am back in it in no time

I just wish i could forget you

But everytime i do i always go back for more and end up were i started