WHAT ARE YOU DOING!!! don't just give up T-T

I tried D: but 16 clean on that file??? *sigh* there is no way I can ever beat that :'(

Honestly, I can sympathise with you as there's times in the past where I've thought 'Screw it, I can't improve' but at the same time with that attitude you definitely won't improve. That's why this tourney, I've thought I can do this and that's why I've improved my score this round. With a little confidence and self-belief, you can improve your score. Keep going man! :P

I have been trying every now and then, but i can only improve by a few goods, but to improve to a 16 clean is far beyond my reach, the patterns are very awkward with my one-handed playing, i know playing that way is my choice and i could have done spread, but i dont think i could handle it seeing as how fast-paced and elitest files on ffr can be, thats why on osumania i dont mind playing spread since its simple, easy, and not impossible to read

Files aren't stepped because of elitism lol. The wording is pretty bad tbh. But yeah, if you wanna use spread, adjust some settings like speedmod or maybe even noteskins if you want to create a similar setting to osumania