MY QUEEN AND KING CHAOS
Posted on: February 13, 2008, at 11:36:04am

For this is me, this is my soul, this is my mind, now I shall open the door to my heart …

I’m thinking right now of her… she who made me happy by saying yes, she who makes me tremble, she who her kisses make me fly into the deepest pits of my soul, pits that so resemble those to hell, for there I’ve put my old self, that one who is all I want to be, but I do not dare be, he who is cold, very enlightened, indeed a wonderful and crafty devil, she makes him tremble with joy, I allow him to tremble, she who can wake my old self, she who makes my new self cautious…

She who can make the simple magic that I need… love, lust, pain, desire, kindness, tenderness… my two selves: this one I am right now, the kind hearted man who would never say no to someone in need, and my old self… who can watch angels falling from their clouds and laugh about it, thinking that they deserve it, these two beings that live within me right now, to put It some way, heart and brain, reason and feelings, logic and madness, I do believe so… she can make him, who dwells in those deep pits and me, be one once again, soul and mind, together as they are meant to be never in conflict but in perfect harmony…

I don’t know what to make if this… if there is any meaning to this that would be that she… that wonderful woman… my beautiful queen , she who is so dear to me, can make me return to normal again, she can control the king of chaos… that’s how special she is to me.

1. 1: Zauriel
   Posted at 11:43am on February 13th, 2008

   cool poem n.n you realy love her n.n I do some times poems to for my GF Mareen n.n you are realy good with your mind and your imagination n.n if you use it all the time, you going to be a big man in the future! n.n