Cancer.
Posted on: December 16, 2007, at 03:00:54pm

My mom says I need to call my aunt.

I keep putting it off because I know if I do it will make it real.

I can't stand the thought of losing someone else to cancer, or to anything.

It isn't fair that it has to happen to us, we're a good family, we're good people, and my aunt definitly isn't the type of person who deserves it.

She's stopped radiation and chemo because the cancer is spreading way too fast.

They've told her she probably won't make it til the summer and that is just tearing me up.

She decided she didn't want her last few months of life in bed and sick.

Her daughter is back in townfor four weeks.
That just makes me relize that there isn't time.

Maybe I should call.
But I'd cry, and my dad told me I'd need to be strong.
How can I stop myself from crying?
It's not fair.

1. 1: Bangcrashboom
   Posted at 12:28pm on January 3rd, 2008

   think happy thoughts....i went through the same thing with my grandma...except when i was born she was already sick and when i was about 11 she passed....do it before its too late...was for me...