Poem thingy xD (it took long)
Posted on: April 28, 2009, at 04:00:03pm

you dont know what you mean to me
you really do have no clue
you cant tell by just looking at me what i feel for you
sometimes i wish i never did meet you
i could go to sleep, not knowing you was out there.
Now i have sleepless nights, worthless dreams
maybe im not in love with you
maybe im in love with the feeling of wanting something i cant have

im not scared of telling you how i feel
im just scared of what you'll say back
but im the only one that understands you
im the one who's been here all along?
so why cant you see the words im too afraid to say

just tell me whats worse
loving someone knowing its going to cause pain
or being in pain because you cant love someone.

i knew i couldn't wait for the perfect time
so i dared to jump..
im not gonna be the peron who has to look back
and wonder what they might of had
but i wont push it hard, if its meant to be, it'll happen

i dont know what it is really, but sometimes
it takes everything in me not to reach out
and run my fingers through your hair
or turn around and hug you when you're least expecting it

when you seem to be looking at me, i look back
but sometimes i look away
..like im afraid of what might happen if i look a second longer
But why is it that no matter how many times i remind myself
we cant be together, i still wont allow myself to fall for anyone else

you think you know me
you say you understand me
you claim you can read my mind, predict my moods, sense my feelings
so why dont you realize
im in love with you

you ask me what my problem is
i'll tell you what my problem is
i LOVE YOU, i love your name, i love the way you look at me
i love your gorgeous smile, i love the way you walk
i love your beautiful eyes, i love the sound of your laugh
to hear your voice fills my entire heart with an indescribable feeling
i love the way i can be having the worst day of my life
and seeing you completely changes my mood
i love how when you touch me i get weak, thats my problem...


so if you can honestly say you feel nothing for me
i think i can finally say, i'll let you go

1. 1: Japerican729
   Posted at 6:03pm on April 28th, 2009

   I love your poem, it's so sweet, it sounds like you really put your heart into it.