About Me BriannaCarnage
Posted on: February 26, 2009, at 10:11:03pm



Current Status:My love My world When you died My heart went with you and with you it stays till the end of time....

myself for all to know im nothing to say anything good to i've turned my world upside down on top of myself the weight and pressure is crushing me so slowly i will be crushed and killed by my own weight on my own world here i wait for death to come as each minnute goes by it gets harder to breath, harder to speak, harder to hear, harder to see, harder to know what will be......at the end the end of this life...for i try less and less each day.....so here i stay here i wait for this life to come to its tragic end......know this said the voice in my mind you hurt the ones you love but its for a reason so in the end they wont hurt when you are gone.....why make more pain when all you want is happiness for thoes who are better off without you..........now once your life is over once its done they wont hurt for you already hurt them.........

guesse what im a bitch not really but thats what peopel seem to think of me at times
dont fall for me ill break your heart in two
i love my family i just wish they loved me back
my family treats me like im an outcast of the whole world
my one and only true love is dead you cant replace him
along with my love i also lost my true mother figure
dont tell me you feel sorry for me
i cant stand my life at times
i dont understand myself even so you wont understand me
im ugly
the only good thing in my life is my few friends
if im a bitch to you,im sorry,im atuallt prety sweet, its just how i am, i get better as we talk more
i will only open up to one person and one person only
im pathetic
i live only cause i have to and i know dylan would want me to even though he is gone
im happy when im happy dont push it
my smile is faker then my mom
my laugh isnt real if you hear it you can tell
if you make me smile ill tell you
if i knew why i was put on this hell called earth i would tell you...but i really dont know
i usually live like my life is a fairytail
i want the unreal to be real
i want the real to be fake
im just one person on this earth im not special
i worry alot about other peoples problems instead of my own
if i could fix this mess of a life i would, i just cant right now
im helpless you can try all you want...you wont be able to
i am me only me


Brianna*Carnage